All these things are lessons in living.
This weather is making me homesick. I'm pretty content with my life other than that.
Things haven't worked out the way I wanted it too..but I'm still on the top of the world. My social life pretty much consist of rockband 2 [which reminds me I have to create a character], AIM, and a few parties here and there. I still suck when it comes to girls, but I know that most girls are flighty, lying, drama queens which I CANNOT stand..and WILL NOT tolerate anymore. I've written most of them out of my life and it's for the best because I honestly don't care. I have my own problems and if you need someone to talk to..I'm here..but don't involve me in your dramatics. I don't need more stress.
Work is kicking my ass. The schedule is so fucked this week. opening/closing then opening/closing. my sleep pattern is completely fucked. I'm falling asleep, some days, at like 10pm and days at 2 or 3am. I'm mentally exhausted from people at work, also. People talking shit about people. Managers being really dumb..contradicting each other. It's a clusterfuck of sorts and I'm stuck in the middle because I don't talk shit on anyone. Of course, one of the only managers I actually get along with is going to the Whole Foods in L.A. I'm fucked.
New music project coming soon [in the works, still] I'm pretty excited about. It's different and people probably won't like it. ooooooooooooo but most will.
I'm drinking a lot less. I'm staying healthy. I'm keeping a positive attitude. I still hate god. lol
I'm appreciating a lot of life more. whether it's just staying in and relaxing to music, playing solitaire, and reading or going out and hanging with the new friends I've made the last few weeks and having a few beers.
Despite, someones roommate boyfriend that told my friend I hated jews and black people. I'm probably spitting in his face the next time I see him because when we were out smoking a cigarette, he said "nigger" at least 12 times..then said I hated black people. So now, I'm pretty sure she hates me and I'm pretty sure I'm splitting his lip for being an ignorant..2 face little faggot.
but life is still good.
Things haven't worked out the way I wanted it too..but I'm still on the top of the world. My social life pretty much consist of rockband 2 [which reminds me I have to create a character], AIM, and a few parties here and there. I still suck when it comes to girls, but I know that most girls are flighty, lying, drama queens which I CANNOT stand..and WILL NOT tolerate anymore. I've written most of them out of my life and it's for the best because I honestly don't care. I have my own problems and if you need someone to talk to..I'm here..but don't involve me in your dramatics. I don't need more stress.
Work is kicking my ass. The schedule is so fucked this week. opening/closing then opening/closing. my sleep pattern is completely fucked. I'm falling asleep, some days, at like 10pm and days at 2 or 3am. I'm mentally exhausted from people at work, also. People talking shit about people. Managers being really dumb..contradicting each other. It's a clusterfuck of sorts and I'm stuck in the middle because I don't talk shit on anyone. Of course, one of the only managers I actually get along with is going to the Whole Foods in L.A. I'm fucked.
New music project coming soon [in the works, still] I'm pretty excited about. It's different and people probably won't like it. ooooooooooooo but most will.
I'm drinking a lot less. I'm staying healthy. I'm keeping a positive attitude. I still hate god. lol
I'm appreciating a lot of life more. whether it's just staying in and relaxing to music, playing solitaire, and reading or going out and hanging with the new friends I've made the last few weeks and having a few beers.
Despite, someones roommate boyfriend that told my friend I hated jews and black people. I'm probably spitting in his face the next time I see him because when we were out smoking a cigarette, he said "nigger" at least 12 times..then said I hated black people. So now, I'm pretty sure she hates me and I'm pretty sure I'm splitting his lip for being an ignorant..2 face little faggot.
but life is still good.