heh, haven't wrote here in a while...
today my stomic hurts....bad. my head is ok....just full of thoughts. i think things are over with me and my girl. fuck it. i didn't want anymore excusses to get shit faced....i have enought of those....i am so tired of hurting....FUCKING TIRED! i give up she wins...she can have it her way.
room full of ciggerettes no fucking lighter
i want it to rain....down pour...kats and dogs so to speak. i want to walk in the rain come home take a hot shower and sleep. sleep. i miss sleep....NO! i miss DREAMS! i gave those up for her....i want em back. the good the bad and the ugly. they were mine....i threw so much away...for her. fucking done.
like a turkey thats been in the oven for hours....done. well fuckin done.
room full of ciggerettes no fucking lighter
i want it to rain....down pour...kats and dogs so to speak. i want to walk in the rain come home take a hot shower and sleep. sleep. i miss sleep....NO! i miss DREAMS! i gave those up for her....i want em back. the good the bad and the ugly. they were mine....i threw so much away...for her. fucking done.
like a turkey thats been in the oven for hours....done. well fuckin done.