Sam's idea on Nex, I thought I'd post mine here too
You know the drill.
Pick 15 people.
Write a personal message about them
(something you want to tell them, I guess)
Don't put there name, and don't tell people it's about them.
1. You go first because you're basically the number one person
to me a lot of the time. I've known you for a long time, too. We've been
this close for much less time, but that doesn't really matter. I know that
I've been a complete bitch to you a lot in the past. I'm really sorry you
were the victim of all that. But, through it all, you still stuck close to me.
And I know I get annoyed with you all the time, but its nothing personal;
normally just PMS. Haha. Seriously, though. I fucking love you to pieces.
You're the one friend I'm not afraid to tell anything, and I know no matter
what happens you won't judge me for what I've done, no matter how
trashy or stupid. You still back me up. I really hope we still stay this
close for years to come. You're my best.
2. Grade three. That's a really long time ago, isn't it? Yea, it totally is. I
think you're the closest friend I've kept for the longest time. Fuck, we
even live in different provinces (and have for at least 6 years) and we've
still stayed pretty much the same. You're like a sister to me, sometimes,
and you're simply amazing. I love you to absolute pieces, I really,
honestly do. I'm totally stoked to go road-tripping with you too. That
should be wicked. I hope we stay this close for many more years to
come, I dont' know what I'd do if I lost a friend like you. <3
3. You were my first for a lot of things. Maybe not for you wanted, but
thats the way things go sometimes. You were for sure my first
heartbreak. But, its been a long time since any of that. Now you're a
great friend, even though you can be really fucking unreliable sometimes.
I really wish we could hang out more often, I miss seeing you. I also miss
our loooong phone chats. Remember those? I can't talk to boys that
much on the phone anymore. It kinda sucks. I guess maybe we were on
the same intelligence levels or something. I dunno. Haha. You're a great
guy.
4. I’ve known you my entire live, and yet I’ve only really gotten to know
you within the past couple of years. Within these couple of years since
opening up more to you, I’ve come to find that the apple really doesn’t fall
far from the tree. I’m a lot more like you that I’d like to acknowledge
sometimes. But, its really nice sometimes, you understand some things
that no one else would. In fact, they’d call me crazy (if not to my face,
then behind my back). You simply relate, or tell me I’m not crazy.
Thanks for keeping me sane, and I’m sorry that I don’t tell you all that I
should.
5. You are the one person who I should always listen to. However, some
of your ideas seem so obscure that I shy away from what you say. But,
in the end, your ways would have ended without more heartache. You
know things that other people don’t. I really look up to you, and I take
everything you say to heart. And I learned all that the hardest ways
possible. You are the only person I can really accept hearing “I told you
so” from, because normally I deserve it.
6. I wish we were as close as we used to be but, you’re incredibly self-
centered and a complete attention whore. No matter how hard I try to
help you, you just push me away. You push everyone away, and at one
time it made me sad for you, but now I don’t even really feel much pity.
Your life isn’t that bad, so just get over it. Not everybody is out to get
you, and maybe if you actually accepted some of the constructive
criticism that other people give you, you could actually become a half
decent person. Also, please stop stringing my friends along. Yo-yos are
toys, not people. Stop lying for attention, too. Its not attractive, and don’t
advertise your sexuality unless you’ve actually had sex.
7. My first impression of you was to dislike you. You had
something that I wanted to have all to myself… But then, I figured out
that you were a really cool person, if not a little annoying. So, I decided
to put jealousy aside and let you keep it for yourself. But then
unintentionally, I stole him from you anyway. I’ve always wanted you to
know, that I never meant for that to happen, and I’m really sorry.
However, I’m also incredibly bitter because you kept that something for a
long time, and I failed miserably while being compared to you a lot. I
really hated that. And to be honest, I actually kind of loathe your
existence at times.
8. You live so far away its not even funny. We’re like family, even though
we’ve never met in person. How lame is that? I’ve never been big on
internet friendships, they’re stupid. But, you’ve been there for me in thick
and thin. I love you like a brother, and I wish that sometimes I could
actually be a physical shoulder for you to cry on. One day, right? I also
hope that one day you find a girl who doesn’t take advantage of you. You
need to step out of your safety zone, sometimes. An unhappy
relationship isn’t a healthy one…
9. You took something from me that can never be replaced. Sometimes I
really regret it, and others I don’t. I guess that’s just the way the game is
played. I think if circumstances were different, and you had a different
close circle of friends we could have had something amazing. But you
worry too much about your popular image, and you were also going
through a really rough time in your life. Maybe another lifetime? Haha.
Well, either way, I’m glad I got to see the side of you that others probably
will never see. I miss that side of you. I also wish that I got to see you
more often. But moving changes stuff like that, I guess.
10. Thank you for curing me of my ridiculous obsession with love. No,
really. I’m serious. For a long time I’ve been in love with the idea of it, and
now I realize its something that I won’t feel for a long time, and I can
accept that. You’ve given me the chance to realize that I need to change
for myself, as well, and I have. We don’t talk anymore, but I’m a lot
different now. I actually have a self-esteem. Sure, it still needs work, but
its getting there. It sucks that everything was pretty much ruined with us
because of my insecurities, but you have to learn somehow. Oh, and
also thanks for being a fucking cunt and lying to my face constantly. I
really really appreciated it. If I did a whole bunch of shit that really
bothered you, maybe you should have taken your advice and spoke up.
Don’t leave it until I got all my hopes up and thought everything was going
great. Stop making promises you know you won’t keep. Oh, and also
thanks for basically giving all your friends a valid reason to call me a
whore. I really appreciate it. I would have done anything for you, and you
threw all that away. But, its your loss. I don’t want you anymore: you’re
nothing to me but a dream. I mean, the dream was great, but by the time
I woke up from it, I have come to realize that you weren’t worth my time. (:
11. You know, it was really great finally making a friend after being so
alone for however long at some new place in which everyone seemed like
a huge snob. You took me everywhere and made me feel like I was
actually wanted. Its really too bad that it was all a lie. Seriously. What
the fuck did I ever do to you to deserve how you started treating me out of
the blue? If you think its because I tried to make a move on your
boyfriend, it never happened. He tried to make the moves on me, and I
rejected him. He’s a whiney bitch, and I think he seems likely to become
some sort of creepy stalker or serial killer or something. Get over it and
stop being overprotective of him. No one in their right mind wants him,
except you. You two are psycho and absolutely perfect for each other.
12. You’re my dirty little secret. It’s nice having a dirty little secret! But
you probably know I’m talking about you… But that’s okay. I like you
quite a bit, and we’ve had some really fun times already. I’m kinda glad
its nothing serious, but at the same time, I can’t help but wonder if we
lived closer if circumstances would be a lot different? I guess I’ll never
know! I hope we can have lots of more fun times together, as well.
13. I met you out of the blue. We hung out a bit, got hiiiigh, and then I
went back to the land of awful. And yet we still talk and a fairly often
basis. You’re completely adorable, I must admit, and I know that you’ve
got to be going through some shitty things. High school is an awful
place, I know from experience, but once its over, there are so many
worlds of opportunity out there, and this shit will seem like specks of
dust.
14. We’re a lot alike, the two of us. We both have a tendency to get
used, that’s for sure. It really sucks, I know. Sometimes I think you’re in
a relationship with a person who doesn’t appreciate you enough, but who
am I to judge? You say you can’t live without her. Maybe you’re right, but
sometimes I wonder if you’re attached to the feeling of love, as opposed
to the person… just a thought, though.
15. You used to hurt my feelings a lot. A LOT. I used to say that I
absolutely hated you. Luckily, you’re not a complete jerk like that
anymore, and I feel the beginnings of a long needed friendship. Talking to
you is great, I mean we can talk about ANYTHING. Its nice, and you
have great insight into everything. I value your friendship a lot, and I hope
we can start hanging out more. (:
Pick 15 people.
Write a personal message about them
(something you want to tell them, I guess)
Don't put there name, and don't tell people it's about them.
1. You go first because you're basically the number one person
to me a lot of the time. I've known you for a long time, too. We've been
this close for much less time, but that doesn't really matter. I know that
I've been a complete bitch to you a lot in the past. I'm really sorry you
were the victim of all that. But, through it all, you still stuck close to me.
And I know I get annoyed with you all the time, but its nothing personal;
normally just PMS. Haha. Seriously, though. I fucking love you to pieces.
You're the one friend I'm not afraid to tell anything, and I know no matter
what happens you won't judge me for what I've done, no matter how
trashy or stupid. You still back me up. I really hope we still stay this
close for years to come. You're my best.
2. Grade three. That's a really long time ago, isn't it? Yea, it totally is. I
think you're the closest friend I've kept for the longest time. Fuck, we
even live in different provinces (and have for at least 6 years) and we've
still stayed pretty much the same. You're like a sister to me, sometimes,
and you're simply amazing. I love you to absolute pieces, I really,
honestly do. I'm totally stoked to go road-tripping with you too. That
should be wicked. I hope we stay this close for many more years to
come, I dont' know what I'd do if I lost a friend like you. <3
3. You were my first for a lot of things. Maybe not for you wanted, but
thats the way things go sometimes. You were for sure my first
heartbreak. But, its been a long time since any of that. Now you're a
great friend, even though you can be really fucking unreliable sometimes.
I really wish we could hang out more often, I miss seeing you. I also miss
our loooong phone chats. Remember those? I can't talk to boys that
much on the phone anymore. It kinda sucks. I guess maybe we were on
the same intelligence levels or something. I dunno. Haha. You're a great
guy.
4. I’ve known you my entire live, and yet I’ve only really gotten to know
you within the past couple of years. Within these couple of years since
opening up more to you, I’ve come to find that the apple really doesn’t fall
far from the tree. I’m a lot more like you that I’d like to acknowledge
sometimes. But, its really nice sometimes, you understand some things
that no one else would. In fact, they’d call me crazy (if not to my face,
then behind my back). You simply relate, or tell me I’m not crazy.
Thanks for keeping me sane, and I’m sorry that I don’t tell you all that I
should.
5. You are the one person who I should always listen to. However, some
of your ideas seem so obscure that I shy away from what you say. But,
in the end, your ways would have ended without more heartache. You
know things that other people don’t. I really look up to you, and I take
everything you say to heart. And I learned all that the hardest ways
possible. You are the only person I can really accept hearing “I told you
so” from, because normally I deserve it.
6. I wish we were as close as we used to be but, you’re incredibly self-
centered and a complete attention whore. No matter how hard I try to
help you, you just push me away. You push everyone away, and at one
time it made me sad for you, but now I don’t even really feel much pity.
Your life isn’t that bad, so just get over it. Not everybody is out to get
you, and maybe if you actually accepted some of the constructive
criticism that other people give you, you could actually become a half
decent person. Also, please stop stringing my friends along. Yo-yos are
toys, not people. Stop lying for attention, too. Its not attractive, and don’t
advertise your sexuality unless you’ve actually had sex.
7. My first impression of you was to dislike you. You had
something that I wanted to have all to myself… But then, I figured out
that you were a really cool person, if not a little annoying. So, I decided
to put jealousy aside and let you keep it for yourself. But then
unintentionally, I stole him from you anyway. I’ve always wanted you to
know, that I never meant for that to happen, and I’m really sorry.
However, I’m also incredibly bitter because you kept that something for a
long time, and I failed miserably while being compared to you a lot. I
really hated that. And to be honest, I actually kind of loathe your
existence at times.
8. You live so far away its not even funny. We’re like family, even though
we’ve never met in person. How lame is that? I’ve never been big on
internet friendships, they’re stupid. But, you’ve been there for me in thick
and thin. I love you like a brother, and I wish that sometimes I could
actually be a physical shoulder for you to cry on. One day, right? I also
hope that one day you find a girl who doesn’t take advantage of you. You
need to step out of your safety zone, sometimes. An unhappy
relationship isn’t a healthy one…
9. You took something from me that can never be replaced. Sometimes I
really regret it, and others I don’t. I guess that’s just the way the game is
played. I think if circumstances were different, and you had a different
close circle of friends we could have had something amazing. But you
worry too much about your popular image, and you were also going
through a really rough time in your life. Maybe another lifetime? Haha.
Well, either way, I’m glad I got to see the side of you that others probably
will never see. I miss that side of you. I also wish that I got to see you
more often. But moving changes stuff like that, I guess.
10. Thank you for curing me of my ridiculous obsession with love. No,
really. I’m serious. For a long time I’ve been in love with the idea of it, and
now I realize its something that I won’t feel for a long time, and I can
accept that. You’ve given me the chance to realize that I need to change
for myself, as well, and I have. We don’t talk anymore, but I’m a lot
different now. I actually have a self-esteem. Sure, it still needs work, but
its getting there. It sucks that everything was pretty much ruined with us
because of my insecurities, but you have to learn somehow. Oh, and
also thanks for being a fucking cunt and lying to my face constantly. I
really really appreciated it. If I did a whole bunch of shit that really
bothered you, maybe you should have taken your advice and spoke up.
Don’t leave it until I got all my hopes up and thought everything was going
great. Stop making promises you know you won’t keep. Oh, and also
thanks for basically giving all your friends a valid reason to call me a
whore. I really appreciate it. I would have done anything for you, and you
threw all that away. But, its your loss. I don’t want you anymore: you’re
nothing to me but a dream. I mean, the dream was great, but by the time
I woke up from it, I have come to realize that you weren’t worth my time. (:
11. You know, it was really great finally making a friend after being so
alone for however long at some new place in which everyone seemed like
a huge snob. You took me everywhere and made me feel like I was
actually wanted. Its really too bad that it was all a lie. Seriously. What
the fuck did I ever do to you to deserve how you started treating me out of
the blue? If you think its because I tried to make a move on your
boyfriend, it never happened. He tried to make the moves on me, and I
rejected him. He’s a whiney bitch, and I think he seems likely to become
some sort of creepy stalker or serial killer or something. Get over it and
stop being overprotective of him. No one in their right mind wants him,
except you. You two are psycho and absolutely perfect for each other.
12. You’re my dirty little secret. It’s nice having a dirty little secret! But
you probably know I’m talking about you… But that’s okay. I like you
quite a bit, and we’ve had some really fun times already. I’m kinda glad
its nothing serious, but at the same time, I can’t help but wonder if we
lived closer if circumstances would be a lot different? I guess I’ll never
know! I hope we can have lots of more fun times together, as well.
13. I met you out of the blue. We hung out a bit, got hiiiigh, and then I
went back to the land of awful. And yet we still talk and a fairly often
basis. You’re completely adorable, I must admit, and I know that you’ve
got to be going through some shitty things. High school is an awful
place, I know from experience, but once its over, there are so many
worlds of opportunity out there, and this shit will seem like specks of
dust.
14. We’re a lot alike, the two of us. We both have a tendency to get
used, that’s for sure. It really sucks, I know. Sometimes I think you’re in
a relationship with a person who doesn’t appreciate you enough, but who
am I to judge? You say you can’t live without her. Maybe you’re right, but
sometimes I wonder if you’re attached to the feeling of love, as opposed
to the person… just a thought, though.
15. You used to hurt my feelings a lot. A LOT. I used to say that I
absolutely hated you. Luckily, you’re not a complete jerk like that
anymore, and I feel the beginnings of a long needed friendship. Talking to
you is great, I mean we can talk about ANYTHING. Its nice, and you
have great insight into everything. I value your friendship a lot, and I hope
we can start hanging out more. (: