Distracted.

[theebeastlyone]

I cannot sit down and concentrate anymore. Whenever I try poetry, music or French swarm my brain. I feel lost, kinda empty. I can't pinpoint the reason or the solution. Stress has been piling and my voice has been lost. I feel like I can't act unless I'm told exactly what to do. It's a strange feeling. Wanting to scream, or cry, or pound my fist into some drywall.

I don't feel this way all the time, just when I'm home or at school (which is the majority of my life)...

I wanna feel like I can accomplish things, that I'm good for something, that I mean more to the world than just a placeholder again.