I'm a touch surprised
I can't believe that we can spend so much time apart and then when we finally somehow find each other again, even after all of our journeys, we can pick up almost where we left off. Even more so then the normal 5 years, it's been 7 or 8 since we've really talked. I have this odd feeling that you feel the same old feelings for me that I know I've always felt, but especially now, for you. We've both had rough roads and had some crazy things happen to us, we are either better for them or learned from them and are trying to better ourself. There was one time tonight when you leaned over to take a sip of water but continued eye contact that I lost my breath for a second. You surprised me and looked so amazing that I honestly forget to take a breath for a second. I played it off like nothing of course but, wow, I've never seen you look so amazing. I honestly and genuinely hope that you and your boyfriend work if that's what you want, but if not I wouldn't mind trying. I don't know, I'm sure I'm doing what I always do and over analyzing everything, but damn if I'm not.
It would be nice.
It would be nice.