Oct 12, 2004 04:10
I am so tired of being angry all the time. It really takes it out of a person. I didn't use to be like this. So angry...so petty. Holy shit. What a waste of life. I really need to vent. But how? I mean this is retarded. If I wanted everyone to know every little detail of my life then I would post more often. How do you vent? I mean really? Counting to ten wont suffice....nor will counting endlessly because that is where I find myself with my anger....it seems never ending. I get angry about things I shouldn't and let go things I should probably be a little upset about. I am so fucked! lmao.
Damn.
What to do? Who the hell am I? This is more in depth than planned but getting it out...even if it is but a pen drop of the iceberg I am dealing with here.
However some things are better left to blossom in the memory rather than wither in reflection....and also viseversa.
Oi Fuckin Vey!
I'm done!