She Who Breaks Her Own Heart
I am the biggest idiot on earth... I gave up the one thing that's kept me going for the past couple of months. I pretty much broke my own heart here, and he didn't even care. I hate this, and I act all happy on the outside but on the inside... My heart really hurts. But I'm not gonna be with someone who doesn't feel the same way about me, so basically I gave him up because I love him too much to stay with him.