Update fools!

May 15, 2005 22:27

So life has been rather routine and boring lately. Basically I work and work and then on my days off I just kind of do whatever pops up. I haven’t finished my room yet at the new house. I still have little odds and ends to pick up. It’s been almost 2 months now and I still haven’t finished painting my room = ) … well I have but it just needs some major touching up in areas.

Cooter is really starting to piss me off. He is starting to have some random problems which are causing me to have money problems. Every time I get on top I get a nice smack in the face when the car needs something. I think something is wrong with the fuel line at the moment. I don’t know, I’ll find out on Wednesday when I take him to my friend’s fathers shop. I really hope he’s good to me and not just another shitty mechanic trying to get shit out of me. Uck I don’t know it’s just one of the many little things grating on me now.

I’ve gotten a lot of slaps in the face lately. Not physically but the past coming back to get me. Signs of missed opportunity keep coming back to haunt me and it’s the only thing really starting to get me down. Well that and the sudden dislike for most of my friends. All they seem to do is go out to bars every single night. I don’t know am I weird because I don’t like to get sloppy drunk and drive home half sober half awake risking my future of driving and general life quality. I don’t really know what it is that is getting to me but something is defiantly getting me down. I mean that’s nothing new considering there is something that is always putting me in a bad mood but who doesn’t do that. Maybe one day my life will go in every direction that will make my lips reach upward but until then all I can do is take this life one day at a time and look forward to the happy times… I dunno. Peace out.
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