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Jul 21, 2005 14:57

well, yes, everyone, the rumors are true. kevin and i have broken up. everyone always seems so surprised when they hear about it. why? nothing great lasts forever! it was wonderful while it lasted. the sex was good for a little while, but then it just started hitting record low scores right there at the end, over the last few months. he was always there for me, but unfortunately it was both when i wanted him there and didn't. the fact that he was ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS right next to me started to get old. you can always appreciate being able to wake up next to someone you care for/about, but if you're not married and it happens, EVERY DAY, it kinda tends to get old. especially when you go to bed with bitter feelings. so here i am, i just want to get out on my own, date around a while, but IT'S NOT JUST TO SLEEP AROUND. someone (and they know who they are) just needs to realize that. dating is fun. i'm sure promiscuous (but CAREFUL) sex is fun too. but in the meantime, everyone feel free to call me and hang out or whatever. i'm free to do that now.

it's not that i don't miss him. i miss him horribly. but it's one of those necessary evils that you have to do to be able to further yourself as a person, you know?

i hope you understand now a little better why now
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