Oct 02, 2005 02:41
Im extrememly tired..sitting here in laurens comp.room..thinking about everything..listening to death cab for cutie for like the 3rd time in my life. I think ill have to do this more often.i like it.
I really thought about a lot of stuff today...i didnt realize how hard i was trying to figure my life out..its really a struggle..being a teen..it kinda sucks..but in all reality its awesome..you dont HAVE to have a job..you can have a car n license and be free..you have so many awesome friends that you can talk to about ANYTHING..and there is always that sumone you can count on to make you smile. You never really see how good i have it till you see people suffering..people around you, and you cant do anything to help them..its actually really sad...do you ever jsut think about the most random stuff...stuff you never thought youd think of...
-My favorite thing to do is sit on my bedroom floor and look at pictures..pictures of the good times and the bad..I love remembering my life...i just want to know how im going to remember everything when im older..it really sucks to think that we will eventually HAVE to get older..well have to take care of ourselves on our own..may our own bills and all that stuff..it blows...
Is anyone as confused about life as me.. i jsut need to know that im not alone.. :/
WhAt is it with guys..why are they so confusing??..j/k..i guess.. i guess its just me..
I jsut have to say that i dont know what id do w/ out my erin n lauren. I would honestly be effed up if it werent for them ..i love you guys..
---i have no idea why im talking about this..
i guess everything just creeps me out..
x.o randoms o.x
-lets see.. i love my brother.hes the cutest thing ive ever seen.
=Life is confusing when ur a teen.i swear.
-What is it with me n guys.. it just never works..
=Lauren n Erin are the best thing thats ever happened to me ;D
-basicly...im delusional :/
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