This my journey i guess?
Hmm... I guess this is payback for my own sins. But never have i imagined that it would smack me across the face as such whereby i have no choice but to accept. In a way i'm cornered? Threatened? Blackmailed? It would be hard for me to handle it and play along with what goes on but i do what i can and i pray to god to show me the way and pray that as time goes on she can improve on her behavior which i find unacceptable and at times disturbing..
Changes require nurture and a whole lot of patience. That i believe, is my duty to guide and show the way. As hard as it is, I would do it. Whatever it is, once my life is taken away, my spirit answers.. And by then i believe is the real retribution.. All i can do now is ask God for forgiveness. I do what i have to do, although i wish.. i just wish i could change things...
Changes require nurture and a whole lot of patience. That i believe, is my duty to guide and show the way. As hard as it is, I would do it. Whatever it is, once my life is taken away, my spirit answers.. And by then i believe is the real retribution.. All i can do now is ask God for forgiveness. I do what i have to do, although i wish.. i just wish i could change things...