May 02, 2012 08:14
It seems to me, that my journey will end sooner than i had expected. I did all that i can.
It seems that you have been poisoned by your friends. It seems to be that my biggest mistake was giving you the freedom when i was busy working.
It just seems like a recipe for disaster when 1 thing led to another.
Your mum.
Your period of joblessness
My hectic working schedule
Your friends
Your huge amount of freetime.
Your late nights/overnights with friends
Is this the end. Probably? I'll give you some time to think before i proceed with damage and salvage control.
Today would've been the happiest day. Your first day of your new job. In the kind of environment you wanted most. I would've been the happiest man, picking you up from work in office clothes for the first time. But, i guess all is not meant to be.
I don't think the ring is even on your finger now. I don't think i exist in your mind anymore. In the blink of an eye, after so much sacrifice, pain, tears, late nights, quarrels, hugs and kisses. You threw me aside like a kid who found a new toy and got bored of the old one. It hurts. It seriously hurts.