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So, posting again.
It's pretty late and I've been battling various sleeping problems again. I'm sort of moody today, but that's nothing new lately. I'm trying to find some way to change that--better diet, exercise, re-reading philosophy books like the "Tao of Pooh." Whatever works.
So for now, just going to make lists. First, to get it over with, the stuff in my life I'm not happy with:
Fatigue. Crappy hours at work. Not getting to see Russ enough. Not getting to see my friends enough. Not having a car, and the guilt associated with asking for rides. My cat Lily being a neurotic pain in the ass. Not being able to take any classes (I wanted bellydancing!) My stupid broken tooth. Crappy self-image. Russ being so tired and in pain that he's practically a zombie. Still not dealing well with Taylor's death. Lots of nightmares. That damn itchy spot on my belly button!
On to the good stuff. I hope that, even in my moody state, I can come up with more good than bad. I've been feeling rather like Eeyore lately, and that can't be fun to be around. Here goes:
Russ is part of my life. Leon was born! The cats being more affectionate to me(if not to each other!) Feeling physically more healthy. Being able to ride my bike further and further each time I try. Having job security. Having friends who are supportive and generally awesome. The sun has been shining a lot and the days are just gorgeous. Gardening. The Changeling game. Pandora internet radio. Found an awesome dentist who doesn't make me feel all panicky. Feta cheese & colby jack quesadillas. I remember to do my chores (most of the time). I need new jeans because mine are too big. Need a new belt for the same reason! Strawberries are coming into season, yum! Not having room-mates (no offense to my former house mates, but it's lovely to have a place with just Russ and I!)
I think that's about it.
It's pretty late and I've been battling various sleeping problems again. I'm sort of moody today, but that's nothing new lately. I'm trying to find some way to change that--better diet, exercise, re-reading philosophy books like the "Tao of Pooh." Whatever works.
So for now, just going to make lists. First, to get it over with, the stuff in my life I'm not happy with:
Fatigue. Crappy hours at work. Not getting to see Russ enough. Not getting to see my friends enough. Not having a car, and the guilt associated with asking for rides. My cat Lily being a neurotic pain in the ass. Not being able to take any classes (I wanted bellydancing!) My stupid broken tooth. Crappy self-image. Russ being so tired and in pain that he's practically a zombie. Still not dealing well with Taylor's death. Lots of nightmares. That damn itchy spot on my belly button!
On to the good stuff. I hope that, even in my moody state, I can come up with more good than bad. I've been feeling rather like Eeyore lately, and that can't be fun to be around. Here goes:
Russ is part of my life. Leon was born! The cats being more affectionate to me(if not to each other!) Feeling physically more healthy. Being able to ride my bike further and further each time I try. Having job security. Having friends who are supportive and generally awesome. The sun has been shining a lot and the days are just gorgeous. Gardening. The Changeling game. Pandora internet radio. Found an awesome dentist who doesn't make me feel all panicky. Feta cheese & colby jack quesadillas. I remember to do my chores (most of the time). I need new jeans because mine are too big. Need a new belt for the same reason! Strawberries are coming into season, yum! Not having room-mates (no offense to my former house mates, but it's lovely to have a place with just Russ and I!)
I think that's about it.