THATS IT!!!
IM BRILLIANT!!!
ya see
THIS YEAR WILL BE DIFFERENT!!!
i knew it would
and i WILL BE POSITIVE.
so...
tonight...
was good untill after work. then...
some shit went down...and...
i got really upset. and i realized something
most people down here do nothing but use me.
they dont think of me as a friend to them
and its most of the people i call my best friends
so....
FUCK THAT
my dad is supposed to be starting a new job soon where he'll be on the east coast 3 weeks out of the month.
thats a lot of travelling...
so...
why not save him som airfare
i think im gunna stay here and look after the house till the lease goes up...and then...
i think im gunna move to the EAST COAST!!!
i wouldnt be advertising this, but i know like...2 of you read this thing so. its whatever.
but yeah man...
i need to start over fresh.
find myself
do something for me
right now...im not going anywhere.
and it took one person tonight to make me realize all this
i wont name them. but...
they know who they are.
and im not mad at them at all. cuz even though.
they didnt treat me to great sometimes...they helped me realize that i need a big change
and maybe this summer, that change will be to go to maryland
ya never know
that could be the best thing for me.
i hope so.
but its a risk im willing to take
so if things work out right...i may be movin after this summer.
and i feel good about it
ya see
THIS YEAR WILL BE DIFFERENT!!!
i knew it would
and i WILL BE POSITIVE.
so...
tonight...
was good untill after work. then...
some shit went down...and...
i got really upset. and i realized something
most people down here do nothing but use me.
they dont think of me as a friend to them
and its most of the people i call my best friends
so....
FUCK THAT
my dad is supposed to be starting a new job soon where he'll be on the east coast 3 weeks out of the month.
thats a lot of travelling...
so...
why not save him som airfare
i think im gunna stay here and look after the house till the lease goes up...and then...
i think im gunna move to the EAST COAST!!!
i wouldnt be advertising this, but i know like...2 of you read this thing so. its whatever.
but yeah man...
i need to start over fresh.
find myself
do something for me
right now...im not going anywhere.
and it took one person tonight to make me realize all this
i wont name them. but...
they know who they are.
and im not mad at them at all. cuz even though.
they didnt treat me to great sometimes...they helped me realize that i need a big change
and maybe this summer, that change will be to go to maryland
ya never know
that could be the best thing for me.
i hope so.
but its a risk im willing to take
so if things work out right...i may be movin after this summer.
and i feel good about it