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So..I haven't really been feeling too great the last few days. Revisited some old bad habits, went through boy problems and school problems slightly and just when i feel like it's bad enough..I went to the doctor for my voice yesterday..
I was put on vocal rest (I can talk but no singing at all until decemer when I go back for another check to see if it's helped) because I have three noduals on my vocal chords. If you don't know anything about that, they aren't good. They can result in surgery if they're too big (luckly mine aren't and hopefully just vocal rest will help them go away) and if you don't take care of them you have the risk of never being able to sing again.
I've never gone this long without singing in my life. Singing is my life. I feel so strange having to face the fact that I have to wait until november. I can't sing in choir, I can't sing in my band, I can't even sing to myself in the car...If I want them to heal that is. I'm supposed to quit smoking too...
It's like I'm being forced to give up any little thing that gives me joy.. and it really depresses me.
I'm coming home for the weekend..I don't have to go to choir today so I'm leaving sometime after english. People should hang out with me tonight and cheer me up. god knows I need it.
ciao
I was put on vocal rest (I can talk but no singing at all until decemer when I go back for another check to see if it's helped) because I have three noduals on my vocal chords. If you don't know anything about that, they aren't good. They can result in surgery if they're too big (luckly mine aren't and hopefully just vocal rest will help them go away) and if you don't take care of them you have the risk of never being able to sing again.
I've never gone this long without singing in my life. Singing is my life. I feel so strange having to face the fact that I have to wait until november. I can't sing in choir, I can't sing in my band, I can't even sing to myself in the car...If I want them to heal that is. I'm supposed to quit smoking too...
It's like I'm being forced to give up any little thing that gives me joy.. and it really depresses me.
I'm coming home for the weekend..I don't have to go to choir today so I'm leaving sometime after english. People should hang out with me tonight and cheer me up. god knows I need it.
ciao