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[lovesthem_all]

[Morgana is curled up in a loveseat with a book on her lap, next to her is rather large mug of tea with a spoon that has been stirring itself for the past half hour. She's lost in her thoughts and her nose is a bit red despite herself though her eyes are completely dry..

Distract her?]

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[maidenofcamelot]

{Bites her lip, looking down} Morgana?

[lovesthem_all]

[She hears Gwen's voice and she turns her face downward for a moment] I don't know how you can even stand to talk to me.

[maidenofcamelot]

Because you're not her.

[lovesthem_all]

Because that makes it all so much simpler? [Tone bitter. Remember that voice Morgana uses after a particularly bad nightmare and she is trying to push you away Gwen? Yeah that one. Times eight] I've done horrible things Gwen. Things she can't have even imagined herself capable of doing yet. If she can willingly hurt you when she hasn't even ... [Morgana doesn't even want to think where her mirror might be headed] I'm no better than she is.

[maidenofcamelot]

Really? Because you've had...a lot of opportunities to hurt me and you haven't.

[lovesthem_all]

[Because she could never but ...] So has she. What is to keep me from ... giving up and hurting you? .. or my Gwen?

It was never supposed to be a possibility.

[maidenofcamelot]

Do you have any reason to want to hurt me? Or your Gwen?

[lovesthem_all]

Did she?

[Slow breath] No. I don't. I just ... can't believe that any Morgana or Morgan ever would. [And it doesn't help with Merlin going about ... especially since she thinks he is right. A major hypocrite but ]

[maidenofcamelot]

I never could have believed it. But it has happened and no one can deny it.

[lovesthem_all]

[Morgana has theories and ideas and ... thoughts about how angry and hurt Gwen's Morgana might be. And about so many things. They're all valid but they all seem to pale against how sick Morgana feels, how angry she herself feels at herself, at her mirror. So she just nods]

[maidenofcamelot]

I'm sorry, Morgana.

[lovesthem_all]

I know.

It isn't your fault Gwen.

[maidenofcamelot]

I told you about it.