Haven't had much to say lately.

[thedragonwriter]

But today was amazing. I can't begin to describe it. S'always nice bein' back on stage on the music shows, but bein' on stage with Baek Jiyoung herself... k Even though it was awkward in the beginning, I think we got a good handle on it now. Hope everyone's liking Good Boy. It's one of my babies, so.

Anyway, the real purpose of this was somethin'

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[thedragonwriter]

Ahh, glad you enjoyed it~ Keeping both those accounts at the front of my mind. kk ♥

I think it's natural to feel frightened about somethin' if things are going well. We as humans tend to focus more on the negative unconsciously and what could go wrong rather than the good things. One negative experience needs at least three positives to outweigh it, so y'shouldn't feel weird for worrying. You just need to realize that even if bad things happen eventually that the path there was good and focus on what that gave you instead. If I'm scared of anything... mm, yeah. I've got people I'm afraid of losing for not keeping in touch as much as I should, afraid of a lot of things falling apart and crumbling without being able to do anything about it. It's easy to say focus on the positives, and usually I'm okay at it, but I have my moments too where things seem a lil' too overwhelming, y'know?

[thedragonwriter]

Yeah, it's pretty easy once you've got the hang of it. Once you find out that it's not bad, thinking good things. That that itself won't make bad things happen, because for me, at least, sometimes I think that way. It's definitely somethin' that takes courage, and that's why I admire the people who're able to manage it like it's the most easiest thing in the world for 'em. Even if it's just outwardly, you got some of it no matter what and that's strength. I think we're all doomed to a life of wavering between the two. The balance is a tiny lil' line, but I got faith that with everything we experience in life, we'll eventually find it. Or maybe not at all, and we need to accept that too.

kk. I don't mind. S'been a while since we talked anything like this. ♥

[thedragonwriter]

Sometimes the obvious can be the most difficult to realize. kk I think it shows a lotta character that you're able to endure these things. No matter who you are you've been through a hell of a lot and we're a lot stronger than we give ourselves credit for. If we could control everything, I think it'd be pretty sad existence. Unpredictability is the essence of life.

Likewise. :]