Mar 20, 2011 21:37
I think I found something worse than Myuria leaving, and gods I wish I hadn't.
Discovered that Hermione was gone a few days ago...and yet I can't get her voice out of my head. It's like it's been permanently ingrained in there. Like a conscious. Well. She did serve as a conscious for a while, didn't she?
I've discovered a few things in the short time Hermione's been gone.
A.) Weasley acts even dumber than usual.
B.) I'm the last sane person from home here.
C.) I'm going to miss her more than I ever imagined.
D.) I might have developed feelings for her without meaning to.
Well. Let me go back to point D. That might not actually be true. I have Harry. I've had Harry for almost a year, and though we've had our differences I'm...mostly okay with it all.
But there are things about Hermione I like far more than things about Harry. Perhaps I can smash them together and create some sort of super-wizard.
I know. I'm being stupid. Happens when you're low on sleep, I've noticed.
But granted...she believed in me. And that's more important than anything Harry's ever done because she did it first. She fought hard for me and my case and honestly I've realized I no longer have that support.
Funny. I never would have thought a filthy little Mudblood would become one of the closest people in the world to me.
Luceti, you've a very sick sense of humor. Did you know?
Merlin, I'm talking to a planet.
People...they come back. Maybe she'll be back. She has to come back, I refuse to see it any other way.
...forget it, I'm just going to go blow up the lake some more.