Divinity and Lust are forever forbidden to meet ...
Copied from DJ
The Gods enjoy laughing at my ... misfortune ... This is the foreplay to war. So much can change in 24 hours ... Not even. I believe it was 12 ...
For some time now ... I knew I was alone. Both at heart and mind. NJ, Va ... eternity ... alone. I am quite use to it ... being cast aside ... torn asunder ... spit on. This is the night that it all changes. I need no one.
Plans change and people change. Relationships die ... Am I really that bad of a person? ..... Yes. It is easy to know when someone doesn't want you ... it is hard to accept it and move on.
Thinking of it now ... I doubt anyone reads this anymore ... so away with it ...
I can feel so much hate flowing through my veins. Only for myself. This is my pain ... my crux ... my lonliness. It is for me and for me alone.
I need no one ...
Now it is time to turn it inward ...
I have been working out some. It feels good. I can feel the changes. I wish I hadn't shaved yesterday ... this morning I woke up wanting to do something with it ... now I have to wait ...
Such a failure ...
Somebody please tell me that I'm dreaming
It's not so easy to stop from screaming
But words escape me when I try to speak
Tears they flow but why am I crying
After all I am not afraid of dying
Don't believe that there is never an end
The Gods enjoy laughing at my ... misfortune ... This is the foreplay to war. So much can change in 24 hours ... Not even. I believe it was 12 ...
For some time now ... I knew I was alone. Both at heart and mind. NJ, Va ... eternity ... alone. I am quite use to it ... being cast aside ... torn asunder ... spit on. This is the night that it all changes. I need no one.
Plans change and people change. Relationships die ... Am I really that bad of a person? ..... Yes. It is easy to know when someone doesn't want you ... it is hard to accept it and move on.
Thinking of it now ... I doubt anyone reads this anymore ... so away with it ...
I can feel so much hate flowing through my veins. Only for myself. This is my pain ... my crux ... my lonliness. It is for me and for me alone.
I need no one ...
Now it is time to turn it inward ...
I have been working out some. It feels good. I can feel the changes. I wish I hadn't shaved yesterday ... this morning I woke up wanting to do something with it ... now I have to wait ...
Such a failure ...
Somebody please tell me that I'm dreaming
It's not so easy to stop from screaming
But words escape me when I try to speak
Tears they flow but why am I crying
After all I am not afraid of dying
Don't believe that there is never an end