I Just Can't Do It

[thedracostryder]

For the past three days now... if not longer, I have had the urge to spill out everything to someone, anyone almost. However, everytime i go to, it seems like something happens, or my mouth wont let the words out. I had a chance tonight to let it out, and I had wanted to, but i blew it. Didn't let her know. *sighs* I am a hopeless cause. My time is now based on video games, working, role playing and texting. The only things that keep me from thinking. Even though I want to, I just can't let it out. I know I wont do it in a group of friends, I just want one person there. I just want to release and finally let it go. I know it is going to eat me away, and I am just going to break somewhere I do not want to. Mainly I do not want to break alone. Thats right, I do not want to break alone. However, it seems that may be the only option I have. It doesn't matter, just like everything else, this too shall pass. Oh well. I am gone for the night.

- The Draco Stryder

- "Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me. Till then I'll walk alone." Green Day "Boulevard Of Broken Dreams"