I should never forget about Murphy and his damned law. >_< There's a fucker who should die....
[mood| 
...ohhhhh, sleepy....]
[music| Ambient Wonder - Halo]
Quourtesy:
Drakanious to DM:"A picture's worth a thousand words, but a blind man once said, 'Who gives a fuck?'"
Harry Potter Innuendo:
"A couple of weeks after his dream of Rookwood, Harry was to be found, yet again, kneeling on the floor of Snape's office..."
(Book 5, p.520, Australian Edition)
You know what I just realized, folks?
It's been almost a decade since I've become obsessed with Gundam Wing yaoi, and a little less so with yaoi in general. I've seen terms that most people would think are random typos, but mean a specific kind of art to me; I know the pairing-formats for at least three different anime/manga fandoms. But you know what? I still forget what exactly the acronyms mean. Like, TWT, PWP, easy. POV, OOC, OC, AU, etc, piece of cake. But what gets me is one thing....
When I see an acronym, like WAFF, and know it means fluff and nice stuff, but can't remember what the hell the actual letters stand for.
And then, ten minutes later, I'll be in the middle of drawing, or homework, or CLASS, and suddenly, up comes a thought:
"Warm and fuzzy feelings!"
And I'll wonder what the hell I'm thinking that for.
Then forget about it.
And it'll happen again because I forgot that I needed that acronym.
....
Dammit.
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME:
01 | Deep, natural bodies of water
02 | Spiders smaller than a thumbnail (the big ones are frickin' cool, though. XD)
03 | Not being able to keep up with a duty
THREE PEOPLE WHO MAKE ME LAUGH:
01 | Myself, mainly...(I laugh at myself! XD)
02 | Most of my online buds
03 | A couple of IRL friends
THREE THINGS I LOVE:
01 | Anime/Manga
02 | Music
03 | Sleeping
THREE THINGS I HATE:
01 | HYPOCRITES!!!
02 | Being late
03 | Being angry (it gives me a headache than borders on a migraine)
THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND:
01 | Life
02 | Why I can only do a good artwork once, and never be able to recreate it or something like it again
03 | Why I do pointless memes XD
THREE THINGS ON MY DESK:
01 | Unfinished Gundam model-kits
02 | Dictionary/Thesaurus
03 | Lots of tiny pieces of paper with scattered but important info on them.... @_@
THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW:
01 | Typing
02 | Listening to music
03 | Playing electronic handheld Sudoku (I am the goddess of multi-tasking XD)
THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
01 | Collect as much anime as possible
02 | Collect as much manga as possible
03 | Own a horse
THREE THINGS I CAN DO:
01 | Think
02 | Sleep
03 | Apply logic to what others see as illogical
THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY:
01 | Quiet around non-friends
02 | Very self-centered in general
03 | Witty...(Intelligent funniness! Two for the price of one! XD)
THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO:
01 | Tolerate hypocrites
02 | Have kids (I shudder to think of the amount of time that must be spent on them)
03 | Write a book
THREE THINGS I THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO:
01 | Creed/Scott Stapp/Alter Bridge
02 | Origa
03 | Anything composed by Yoko Kanno or Yuki Kajiura
THREE THINGS I DON'T THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO EVER:
01 | Rap/Hip-Hop
02 | Emo-music
03 | Pop (There are very, VERY few exceptions to all three of these.)
THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
01 | XD
02 | K-o.
03 | ::insert random noise here::
THREE OF YOUR ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS:
01 | Rice w/ Soy Sauce
02 | Pizza Rolls
03 | The USD 501 pizza (who says school food tastes like cardboard? XD)
THREE THINGS YOU'D LIKE TO LEARN:
01 | To be constant in my art-abilities
02 | Why I can't sleep my life away....
03 | How to enjoy MAKING music as opposed to listening to it
THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK REGULARLY:
01 | Pepsi
02 | Pepsi
03 | Pepsi
THREE SHOWS YOU WATCHED WHEN YOU WERE A KID:
01 | Alas...I used to love Power Rangers (the original series)
02 | Unfortunately, I also liked Barney... -.-
03 | Freakazoid (What the hell happened to THAT cartoon?! I wanna see it again!)
THREE THINGS THAT GROSS YOU OUT:
01 | People eating boogers ::gag::
02 | People who wear the same shirt for more than one day in a row in public (at home, maybe two days, like a weekender, is okay if no one sees you; and jeans, as long as you aren't doing sweaty/dirty activities...those things can go for 3 days to a week and be clean [or at least they can for me, because I'm a very neat person - my family always said that they were amazed at how I never spilled anything on myself as a child])
03 | The smell of puke (it's not the sight that makes me ill...)
DESCRIBE YOUR
Jewelry worn daily - FMA dogtag, class ring, 7 earrings
Pillow cover - (Which one? ::has many::) Um, basically whatever's lying in the linen closet; currently, it's a really old Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles thing, which really clashes with my leopard-print sheets...XDDDD
Coffee Cup - I hate coffee. No coffee-cup for me.
Sunglasses - Clip-ons that came with my prescription glasses....
Underwear - Plain, white, Hanes. -_- Why the hell get anything else - it's not like I'm gonna be showing 'em to anyone. (Besides...my none of my sister's underwear is completely white, so I never have to deal with realizing that I'm wearing someone else's undies...::gags at the thought::)
Favorite shirt - My Year of the Horse white T...:dreamy:: Horsies....
Fave CD - Well, crap. I have a bunch of really good burned mixes...but otherwise, I'd have to say the Narnia sountrack.
Tattoos - T__T I want one bad. A horsie on my shoulder. (If I can stand the pain, maybe a dragon later....)
Piercings - Three on the bottom of each ear, and one at the top of my left.
Fetishes - XD Wispy hair....BSDM fics (dunno about real-life...maybe when I'm older), hell, yaoi fics in general make me happy.
Person(s) - ....huh? Me? Um...4th-shortest senior in high school, straw-berry-blond hair, wears mostly black, glasses, quiet/hostile-looking unless around friends....
Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming months - Moving into a college dorm room. ^-^ No more annoying, scare-the-shit-outta-me-why-dontcha random openings of my door....
The last thing you ate - Cherry Starburst (Dammit! No one in town sells the sour Starburst anymore!)
Do you believe in love - Specific kinds of love, yes; love of self, love of items/ideals, love of people, but NOT 'soul-mate' love. That's just wishful thinking (which is why I'm a total sucker for romance, because I would LOVE for it to be real).
Do you believe in soul mates - Didn't I just go over this? No.
Do you believe in love at first sight - >_< I answered this. Twice. Enough, dammit!
Do you believe in Heaven - No.
Do you believe in God - Not with a capital G or in the sense that any current or past religion believes, but yes.
What do you want done with your body when you die - ....prob'ly cremated. Or dump it in the ocean - someone should get some good outta a dead body; let the fishes nibble me and live on.
Who is your worst enemy - ...dunno. I would say me, but...I like the way I am. -_- If er asking who I currently dislike the most in this world, my uncle and Fred Phelps. And hypocrites in general.
If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be - T__T Horsie(s)!
What is the latest you've ever stayed up - 3 days, 1 hour. I think. I can't remember. I'd have to look at LJ entries from a a few months ago, and I'm too lazy right now....
Can you eat with chopsticks - Yep. Everyone I know is amazed that I can eat rice with 'em; of course, the rice has to be cooked in the traditional Japanese way, sticky-clumpy-like, or no one could do it....
What are some of your favorite animals - HORSES, DAMMIT! Are you BLIND?!
Who is someone that you really wish was still around - ...I can't think of anyone. All the people I wanna keep in touch with I still talk to, and the dead...well, me grandaddy Pappy died when I was six, and Great-Aunt Elizabeth died around then too, and my family says she was a bitch....I'll tell you what, though; I could certainly do without my great-grandmother Almedia and my uncle Richard - one's insane and the other's so righteous and misunderstanding that I wanna pop his head like a zit....
What is your dream job - Artist. (I'd really like a job where I could do whatever the hell I want and get paid a whole lot, but that ain't happenin'.)
Who's your best friend - Cat.
Look out the window. What do you see? - Houses. Alleyways. Huge oak trees that I'm glad are old enough to not blow over in a storm....
Weird as hell,
DM
P.S. Also...I know, intrinsically, the difference between slash and yaoi, but fuck me if I can put it into words. Why is that? And then there's the fruity aspect of yaoi; no, I'm not being redundant - I'm referring to lemon, lime, and citrus. Lemons are sex. Lime focuses more on foreplay. But what the hell, exactly, is citrus? Is it a combination of the two, or something completely different? My most important question of all, however, is this....
How the HELL did I get so obsessed and know so much but not understand the easy terms of my obsession?! Asberger's Syndrome, it is definitely NOT.
P.S.S I must always remember to never tempt Murphy's sadistic sense of humor again. -_- After I became giddy with relief from pain last night, I told Ki that nothing could spoil my bad mood. Well, damn you Murphy, for putting a cat with a crushed head on the side of the road as I made a run to the Kwik Shop this morning. And one that I thought was Nikki at first, too.
::driving, talks to other drivers:: "Come on, dude, speed limit's 30...."
::turns a corner:: "Finally! Idiots can't even go the right spee - OH, my god. NIKKI!"
::swerves, desperately tries to look closer at the body::
"It's not her!" ::so relieved::
...ohhhhh, sleepy....]
[music| Ambient Wonder - Halo]
Quourtesy:
Drakanious to DM:"A picture's worth a thousand words, but a blind man once said, 'Who gives a fuck?'"
Harry Potter Innuendo:
"A couple of weeks after his dream of Rookwood, Harry was to be found, yet again, kneeling on the floor of Snape's office..."
(Book 5, p.520, Australian Edition)
You know what I just realized, folks?
It's been almost a decade since I've become obsessed with Gundam Wing yaoi, and a little less so with yaoi in general. I've seen terms that most people would think are random typos, but mean a specific kind of art to me; I know the pairing-formats for at least three different anime/manga fandoms. But you know what? I still forget what exactly the acronyms mean. Like, TWT, PWP, easy. POV, OOC, OC, AU, etc, piece of cake. But what gets me is one thing....
When I see an acronym, like WAFF, and know it means fluff and nice stuff, but can't remember what the hell the actual letters stand for.
And then, ten minutes later, I'll be in the middle of drawing, or homework, or CLASS, and suddenly, up comes a thought:
"Warm and fuzzy feelings!"
And I'll wonder what the hell I'm thinking that for.
Then forget about it.
And it'll happen again because I forgot that I needed that acronym.
....
Dammit.
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME:
01 | Deep, natural bodies of water
02 | Spiders smaller than a thumbnail (the big ones are frickin' cool, though. XD)
03 | Not being able to keep up with a duty
THREE PEOPLE WHO MAKE ME LAUGH:
01 | Myself, mainly...(I laugh at myself! XD)
02 | Most of my online buds
03 | A couple of IRL friends
THREE THINGS I LOVE:
01 | Anime/Manga
02 | Music
03 | Sleeping
THREE THINGS I HATE:
01 | HYPOCRITES!!!
02 | Being late
03 | Being angry (it gives me a headache than borders on a migraine)
THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND:
01 | Life
02 | Why I can only do a good artwork once, and never be able to recreate it or something like it again
03 | Why I do pointless memes XD
THREE THINGS ON MY DESK:
01 | Unfinished Gundam model-kits
02 | Dictionary/Thesaurus
03 | Lots of tiny pieces of paper with scattered but important info on them.... @_@
THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW:
01 | Typing
02 | Listening to music
03 | Playing electronic handheld Sudoku (I am the goddess of multi-tasking XD)
THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
01 | Collect as much anime as possible
02 | Collect as much manga as possible
03 | Own a horse
THREE THINGS I CAN DO:
01 | Think
02 | Sleep
03 | Apply logic to what others see as illogical
THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY:
01 | Quiet around non-friends
02 | Very self-centered in general
03 | Witty...(Intelligent funniness! Two for the price of one! XD)
THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO:
01 | Tolerate hypocrites
02 | Have kids (I shudder to think of the amount of time that must be spent on them)
03 | Write a book
THREE THINGS I THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO:
01 | Creed/Scott Stapp/Alter Bridge
02 | Origa
03 | Anything composed by Yoko Kanno or Yuki Kajiura
THREE THINGS I DON'T THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO EVER:
01 | Rap/Hip-Hop
02 | Emo-music
03 | Pop (There are very, VERY few exceptions to all three of these.)
THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
01 | XD
02 | K-o.
03 | ::insert random noise here::
THREE OF YOUR ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS:
01 | Rice w/ Soy Sauce
02 | Pizza Rolls
03 | The USD 501 pizza (who says school food tastes like cardboard? XD)
THREE THINGS YOU'D LIKE TO LEARN:
01 | To be constant in my art-abilities
02 | Why I can't sleep my life away....
03 | How to enjoy MAKING music as opposed to listening to it
THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK REGULARLY:
01 | Pepsi
02 | Pepsi
03 | Pepsi
THREE SHOWS YOU WATCHED WHEN YOU WERE A KID:
01 | Alas...I used to love Power Rangers (the original series)
02 | Unfortunately, I also liked Barney... -.-
03 | Freakazoid (What the hell happened to THAT cartoon?! I wanna see it again!)
THREE THINGS THAT GROSS YOU OUT:
01 | People eating boogers ::gag::
02 | People who wear the same shirt for more than one day in a row in public (at home, maybe two days, like a weekender, is okay if no one sees you; and jeans, as long as you aren't doing sweaty/dirty activities...those things can go for 3 days to a week and be clean [or at least they can for me, because I'm a very neat person - my family always said that they were amazed at how I never spilled anything on myself as a child])
03 | The smell of puke (it's not the sight that makes me ill...)
DESCRIBE YOUR
Jewelry worn daily - FMA dogtag, class ring, 7 earrings
Pillow cover - (Which one? ::has many::) Um, basically whatever's lying in the linen closet; currently, it's a really old Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles thing, which really clashes with my leopard-print sheets...XDDDD
Coffee Cup - I hate coffee. No coffee-cup for me.
Sunglasses - Clip-ons that came with my prescription glasses....
Underwear - Plain, white, Hanes. -_- Why the hell get anything else - it's not like I'm gonna be showing 'em to anyone. (Besides...my none of my sister's underwear is completely white, so I never have to deal with realizing that I'm wearing someone else's undies...::gags at the thought::)
Favorite shirt - My Year of the Horse white T...:dreamy:: Horsies....
Fave CD - Well, crap. I have a bunch of really good burned mixes...but otherwise, I'd have to say the Narnia sountrack.
Tattoos - T__T I want one bad. A horsie on my shoulder. (If I can stand the pain, maybe a dragon later....)
Piercings - Three on the bottom of each ear, and one at the top of my left.
Fetishes - XD Wispy hair....BSDM fics (dunno about real-life...maybe when I'm older), hell, yaoi fics in general make me happy.
Person(s) - ....huh? Me? Um...4th-shortest senior in high school, straw-berry-blond hair, wears mostly black, glasses, quiet/hostile-looking unless around friends....
Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming months - Moving into a college dorm room. ^-^ No more annoying, scare-the-shit-outta-me-why-dontcha random openings of my door....
The last thing you ate - Cherry Starburst (Dammit! No one in town sells the sour Starburst anymore!)
Do you believe in love - Specific kinds of love, yes; love of self, love of items/ideals, love of people, but NOT 'soul-mate' love. That's just wishful thinking (which is why I'm a total sucker for romance, because I would LOVE for it to be real).
Do you believe in soul mates - Didn't I just go over this? No.
Do you believe in love at first sight - >_< I answered this. Twice. Enough, dammit!
Do you believe in Heaven - No.
Do you believe in God - Not with a capital G or in the sense that any current or past religion believes, but yes.
What do you want done with your body when you die - ....prob'ly cremated. Or dump it in the ocean - someone should get some good outta a dead body; let the fishes nibble me and live on.
Who is your worst enemy - ...dunno. I would say me, but...I like the way I am. -_- If er asking who I currently dislike the most in this world, my uncle and Fred Phelps. And hypocrites in general.
If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be - T__T Horsie(s)!
What is the latest you've ever stayed up - 3 days, 1 hour. I think. I can't remember. I'd have to look at LJ entries from a a few months ago, and I'm too lazy right now....
Can you eat with chopsticks - Yep. Everyone I know is amazed that I can eat rice with 'em; of course, the rice has to be cooked in the traditional Japanese way, sticky-clumpy-like, or no one could do it....
What are some of your favorite animals - HORSES, DAMMIT! Are you BLIND?!
Who is someone that you really wish was still around - ...I can't think of anyone. All the people I wanna keep in touch with I still talk to, and the dead...well, me grandaddy Pappy died when I was six, and Great-Aunt Elizabeth died around then too, and my family says she was a bitch....I'll tell you what, though; I could certainly do without my great-grandmother Almedia and my uncle Richard - one's insane and the other's so righteous and misunderstanding that I wanna pop his head like a zit....
What is your dream job - Artist. (I'd really like a job where I could do whatever the hell I want and get paid a whole lot, but that ain't happenin'.)
Who's your best friend - Cat.
Look out the window. What do you see? - Houses. Alleyways. Huge oak trees that I'm glad are old enough to not blow over in a storm....
Weird as hell,
DM
P.S. Also...I know, intrinsically, the difference between slash and yaoi, but fuck me if I can put it into words. Why is that? And then there's the fruity aspect of yaoi; no, I'm not being redundant - I'm referring to lemon, lime, and citrus. Lemons are sex. Lime focuses more on foreplay. But what the hell, exactly, is citrus? Is it a combination of the two, or something completely different? My most important question of all, however, is this....
How the HELL did I get so obsessed and know so much but not understand the easy terms of my obsession?! Asberger's Syndrome, it is definitely NOT.
P.S.S I must always remember to never tempt Murphy's sadistic sense of humor again. -_- After I became giddy with relief from pain last night, I told Ki that nothing could spoil my bad mood. Well, damn you Murphy, for putting a cat with a crushed head on the side of the road as I made a run to the Kwik Shop this morning. And one that I thought was Nikki at first, too.
::driving, talks to other drivers:: "Come on, dude, speed limit's 30...."
::turns a corner:: "Finally! Idiots can't even go the right spee - OH, my god. NIKKI!"
::swerves, desperately tries to look closer at the body::
"It's not her!" ::so relieved::