dazed and confused at the same time..
Has your head and your thoughts and your somewhat idiotic thinking ever pulled you in one direction, but your heart is tearing you in the total oppisite way? Once again this is where i am placed, between the two parts of me which like to disagree and place me in a place that i hate to be. A place that's full of desisions turning into dilema's and unpleasent consequences if i don't choose what i say and what i do carefully. Sometimes they include losing someone as a friend, or scarying someone away, which is the total thing that i don't want to do or even come close to.
Homecomming football game was fun, i sliced my hand open on the float tho, that was kinda painful, it stung for like ever even though it's not that big, not big at all actually, but it stung like a mutha fuccka i'll tell ya that much, i kept blowing on it, but that didn't help at like all. lol...but someone was missing, someone wasn't there, and it wasn't as fun as it could of been . . . that and the fact that i barely know anything about football didn't help me out that much tonight. lol
So my question that i want some comments on for tonight...If your mind and thoughts and the people around you are telling you one thing, but your heart is telling you the other thing, what do you choose? your heart? or everything else?
Homecomming football game was fun, i sliced my hand open on the float tho, that was kinda painful, it stung for like ever even though it's not that big, not big at all actually, but it stung like a mutha fuccka i'll tell ya that much, i kept blowing on it, but that didn't help at like all. lol...but someone was missing, someone wasn't there, and it wasn't as fun as it could of been . . . that and the fact that i barely know anything about football didn't help me out that much tonight. lol
So my question that i want some comments on for tonight...If your mind and thoughts and the people around you are telling you one thing, but your heart is telling you the other thing, what do you choose? your heart? or everything else?