Burning question
Okay, so I really like Victoria, who I've mentioned in here before, and who I've now gone out with a couple times, and we had a great time with each other. But I can't help but feel like she's so much younger than me. She turns 21 in October. For those of you that may not remember...I turn 25 in January. I guess that's less than four years. Still, it just seems weird to me. Am I overreacting? I guess the way I can't help but look at it is...we're both in roughly the same place in school. I mean, she's finished one year of college, and I've now finally gotten through two. I don't know, we're kind of more in the "same place" that way. I'm just old for a junior...haha. But honestly, I don't think it should be such a big deal, but it's something I can't help but worry about. That it looks weird for me to be with her...especially, say, to her parents or something. Well, I've actually already met her mom, and she was really nice. But not her dad...Should I be worrying at all? I don't know why I can't get that off my mind...
I definitely have to register for school tomorrow. Starting to get to be rather necessary. Seeing how I should have done that, like, forever ago. Yeah...hopefully I didn't completely screw myself over on that one...Ugh, I feel like it's not going to be easy to go back, even though going back is still like two and a half months away. The way I've been feeling is not something that I get over quickly...And I like school, as a whole...and I like the idea of my career as a teacher...but I hate the classes. Haha. And the work. Just because it's gotten increasingly hard to do. But, on the plus side of school, I'm now the Secretary for the College Democrats too. Finally, someone has come along who seriously wanted to get that going again. It was about time. But now that I'm on the board of two organizations, I guess I'm really going to have to register so I am, in fact, a student...
I definitely have to register for school tomorrow. Starting to get to be rather necessary. Seeing how I should have done that, like, forever ago. Yeah...hopefully I didn't completely screw myself over on that one...Ugh, I feel like it's not going to be easy to go back, even though going back is still like two and a half months away. The way I've been feeling is not something that I get over quickly...And I like school, as a whole...and I like the idea of my career as a teacher...but I hate the classes. Haha. And the work. Just because it's gotten increasingly hard to do. But, on the plus side of school, I'm now the Secretary for the College Democrats too. Finally, someone has come along who seriously wanted to get that going again. It was about time. But now that I'm on the board of two organizations, I guess I'm really going to have to register so I am, in fact, a student...