Wow
I know I haven't posted on this thing in a long time, but tonight definitely deserved a moment of pause.
Tonight was the night when the goodbye's started for me. Ronit had friends over for one last hurrah before she moves friday. All the girls were crying, and I kind of chuckled to myself, thinking it wouldn't be that bad to handle. After all, I was going to see her again and talk with her before that. Well, that was all before it came my time to say goodbye when it really hit me. I will not have one of the rocks in my life 2 minutes away from me anymore. I can't just show up when I want, and phone calls are limited. Most of all, how the hell am I expected to survive with one of the greatest friends I could ever ask for? That was when it hit me. More than any moment, including graduation or the all-night party. I won't have my friends and my family around anymore.
I guess no one ever said this was supposed to be easy. =(
Tonight was the night when the goodbye's started for me. Ronit had friends over for one last hurrah before she moves friday. All the girls were crying, and I kind of chuckled to myself, thinking it wouldn't be that bad to handle. After all, I was going to see her again and talk with her before that. Well, that was all before it came my time to say goodbye when it really hit me. I will not have one of the rocks in my life 2 minutes away from me anymore. I can't just show up when I want, and phone calls are limited. Most of all, how the hell am I expected to survive with one of the greatest friends I could ever ask for? That was when it hit me. More than any moment, including graduation or the all-night party. I won't have my friends and my family around anymore.
I guess no one ever said this was supposed to be easy. =(