"...mine have all sorts of holes in them!"

Nov 07, 2006 20:38

I want a picture that I paint to become famous.  People will look at it with questions, while looking at it in awe.   Then might not understand, but life will go on, because my painting will be considered amazing understandingly enough.

I want to be in two places at once.  I know it is totally A Walk to Remember cliche, but the mere principle is amazing.  The thought of being able to be here.    And there.  All at the same time makes me so happy.  It gives me the warm feeling deep down inside that hot chocolate gives people that like hot things.

I want to be able to invoke thought.  When you read this, when I say something, or simply when you see me walking down the street, think thoughts.  Think things that would make you ask questions.  Then ask them, I promise my answer will be mind blowing.

I want to have the power to  understand.  Understand the actions people do that don't currently make sense.  To be able to understand, in my eyes, is the power to not only believe but to have the answers.  And having the answers is knowing.

I want to have a story written about me.  Someone to come along and realize that my life is a great story, the characters have purpose and the plot is just now getting interesting.  People might not read it, but thats not what is important.  The important thing is that someone looked at me with interest.  They wrote me down on paper because I made them smile.

I want to acheive greatness in someone's eyes other than my Momma's.  People should look at me and know what I've done with my life.  They should know and be proud.

I want to know what people are thinking.  Know what they are thinking to the extent of comfort.   What I know would be used for the mere purpose of making them happy.  Or making them understand.  I would help to the point of love, but never help past the point of discomfort.

I want to be loved.  By as many mother effing people as possible.
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