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[thedk]

Hmmm i'm feeling kind of down today. I don't know why, i have no reason to be, i just feel like i want to be :( I dont feel like smiling, I dont have it in me to smile, I can't say i feel emotionless but thats how i do feel, but yet i'm sad so I know that can't be true heh.....my minds a bit more active recently, in the sense that i'm not so focused on worries and the bad things in life. I'm feeling more creative and constructive, I've found the piece of me that was once lost. I like being able to write and write with feeling, not just thrown together sentences that are all mixed and jumbled. I do like to have at least some sort of order in my life heh. Well I refuse to let my feelings get the better of me, feelings are not facts! i got to get that in my head. I'm ok, i'm happy, i'm sitting here chatting to my friends on msn, I have no reason to feel sad, so therefor i'm not sad, i'm happy and content, my head is lying to me hehe.

Not much else to write about, my heads kind of all blank right now cause of the way i'm feeling.....went to my group thing today...thats all i have to update on really lol.

xxx