It's been a long December
Wow, it has been forever since I posted a new entry.
I am not even sure what to say it has been like 2 years.
Hmm, I guess I should start with the fact that New Moon just came out. I went to see it a bunch of times. Such a good movie, so much better than Twilight.... but I love Twilight because Rob and Kristen are in it more.
I am writing up some stories right now and working on going to my next celebrity event. I love SDCC and NYCC so hopefully I will be able to cover those again this year. I had such a good time when I went to those events.
I have to buy some of my friends presents... so I really need to get on that. I want to vent but seeing that some of my friends know of this journal and even though I haven't updated it in years I don't feel like mentioning by name who I am venting about... so I am going to say just a few things to get it out there so I won't carry it around.
I don't understand why when you contact someone you don't get a response right away. WTF. I have been there for you for everything. I don't get it. It makes me want to give up on you.
I also don't understand why my life has to be so complicated with another situation. I am over it and I deserve better. I think the older you get the more you realize you deserve and the less you are willing to put up with. I am glad to be coming to this realization.
Another issue I am having is the loss of communication... how do you go from talking and hanging out all the time to like never seeing each other? It doesn't really bother me except for the fact that other people know what you are doing and I don't. I thought we were good friends but clearly I am wrong if we barely talk. I hate being wrong. I don't believe that people grow apart... I think people become so comfortable being friends that they stop putting in effort and trying.
When that happens you get so lazy that you don't hang out and then another day goes by and another... next thing you know you are seeing each other at your 10 reunion. I think friendship takes effort like any other relationship, if you are not willing to put the time in then I am done with you.
Alright enough venting. Everything else is GREAT in my life. I am happy, making good money, working at a good job. I have no major complaints.
Alright hopefully it won't be another 2 years till I post again :)
-Monica-
I am not even sure what to say it has been like 2 years.
Hmm, I guess I should start with the fact that New Moon just came out. I went to see it a bunch of times. Such a good movie, so much better than Twilight.... but I love Twilight because Rob and Kristen are in it more.
I am writing up some stories right now and working on going to my next celebrity event. I love SDCC and NYCC so hopefully I will be able to cover those again this year. I had such a good time when I went to those events.
I have to buy some of my friends presents... so I really need to get on that. I want to vent but seeing that some of my friends know of this journal and even though I haven't updated it in years I don't feel like mentioning by name who I am venting about... so I am going to say just a few things to get it out there so I won't carry it around.
I don't understand why when you contact someone you don't get a response right away. WTF. I have been there for you for everything. I don't get it. It makes me want to give up on you.
I also don't understand why my life has to be so complicated with another situation. I am over it and I deserve better. I think the older you get the more you realize you deserve and the less you are willing to put up with. I am glad to be coming to this realization.
Another issue I am having is the loss of communication... how do you go from talking and hanging out all the time to like never seeing each other? It doesn't really bother me except for the fact that other people know what you are doing and I don't. I thought we were good friends but clearly I am wrong if we barely talk. I hate being wrong. I don't believe that people grow apart... I think people become so comfortable being friends that they stop putting in effort and trying.
When that happens you get so lazy that you don't hang out and then another day goes by and another... next thing you know you are seeing each other at your 10 reunion. I think friendship takes effort like any other relationship, if you are not willing to put the time in then I am done with you.
Alright enough venting. Everything else is GREAT in my life. I am happy, making good money, working at a good job. I have no major complaints.
Alright hopefully it won't be another 2 years till I post again :)
-Monica-