One of the Top ten worst feelings in the world
is being objectified.
And i had forgotten what it felt like until that dumb boy came over tonight and made it quite clear that i was a sack of flesh, a warm sheath, and two soft mounds to him. And he didn't care what he was to me.
Or that he hasn't known me since 8th grade.
And he didn't even know me then.
I feel awful. I can't imagine what it must feel like to actually have "it" happen. Because this was uncomfortable enough.
Silly me, I must have been getting too used to people respecting me.
And i had forgotten what it felt like until that dumb boy came over tonight and made it quite clear that i was a sack of flesh, a warm sheath, and two soft mounds to him. And he didn't care what he was to me.
Or that he hasn't known me since 8th grade.
And he didn't even know me then.
I feel awful. I can't imagine what it must feel like to actually have "it" happen. Because this was uncomfortable enough.
Silly me, I must have been getting too used to people respecting me.