work is not cool

Jul 25, 2006 01:21

I feel so good right now. I am so glad that i called in today, i think that i needed that extra time off of work. I have just been working way too much, and its taking its toll on me. I really need to do something about it before it drives me insane.

I am so happy with everything right now (minus the over-worked situation, obviously). I have a good relationship with my parents, i have amazing friends, my relationship with God is growing stronger as i learn more and more about Him and about myself. Today, i really thought a lot about idealizing people, and how ridiculous it is to do that. We think so highly of someone and we depend on them for something (mainly our happiness, or pleasing us) and then they disappoint us. and its not that they disappoint because they are bad people. but they are just people and they cant help themselves. our expectations are way too high to be met by human standards. and thats because God made us to idealize him. and thats what i have been thinking.

also, i really love all of my friends very much.
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