so...bummish....

[thedivineismine]

so i really hate that feeling when you start to really care about someone. it sucks, because you start realizing that all you ever feel like doing is being around them. and then, after you've been around them for a while and then you arent around them again, thats all you can think about. and then you just feel like a bum because you realize that you have no desire to accomplish anything remotely productive in your life because you are just so completely consumed by this one person and being with them and talking to them and dear god since when did it matter so much what another person thinks about me? so thats what i was thinking tonight at work. vent vent vent. that felt good. i think someone needs to slap me across the face or something. any takers?
oh please oh please. reconcile me.
from all these bad actors, all these bad endings.