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Apr 17, 2005 19:08

What's it like being happy?
What's it like to have somewhere there to love you?
What's it like to look into the mirror and smile?
What's it like to lay in bed and know that everything is going to be alright?
What's it like to cry tears of happiness?

For all those people who are there for me thank you!
For all those people that i have hurt i'm sorry!
For all those people i have made cry forgive me!

As i stand here now alone in the dark i finally realize that all i have done is push all the people that ever loved me as far away as i could. Always pretending that none of it mattered that i would be ok in the end no matter what. But now look where i have ended up sitting in a dark corner waiting for it to all be over.

Now that time has passed and all of my opportunities are gone all i can do is wait and see if God will take pity on me. Is it worth it? We will see.
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