Photo Survey....
1) Recent picture of yourself:
How is life lately? Feeling Happy? Sad? Angry? Things going your way?
Life's...up and down. Serious arguement with my boy (though its "resolved", just not going to be discussed further). I have a new show I'll be Stage Managing, which is awesome. I've been sick. But my social life has gotten up and running.
What calms you down when you're upset?
Music. Writing. Singing. Sometimes just ranting to someone.
2) Picture of yourself from a good time in your life:
Why was this such a good time? Great job? Found yourself? Great relationship?
We'd just moved in together, and things were so amazing. It was the first time I'd felt like I could be myself around someone...
What could you do to be this happy again?
There are things I wish I didn't know.
3) Picture of yourself from a bad time in your life:
Why was this a bad time? Were you confused, angry? Bad breakup? This photo was taken in January. I was having very vivid hallucinations, a cutting relapse (or 3), stayed awake for 5 days straight because I kept having vivid nightmares about committing suicide, and was actually giving it a lot of thought. Erin and I were fighting a lot. He told me something that changes everything. And, in this photo, is my father and his son. My father hates who I am. Openly. Denies my existance to most people. But my sister wanted me to go. So I faked it.
What's better now? Do you think you'll ever be this low or miserable again?
I think I will definitely find myself this low again. Its a cycle for me. I have found ways to cope with that particular time, and its gotten better.
4) A photo that makes you really happy:
Who or what is in this photo?
This is my Erin. Totally in his element: a lighting booth. And that face? I love that face. LOL
Why does it make you happy to see this?
Because this is him. Happy. Even as rough as things have been, he makes my heart smile.