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Kind of running into a few realizations recently, I've kind of hit rock bottom at the moment, which I think is actually going to push me forward in a lot of ways. I don't really want to get into it right now, and especially not on here.
I'm really sorry I've been alienating myself so much from you guys, but I really don't know what else to do. I've come to a point where I just don't know what I'm doing or where I'm going or what I want to do. I don't really want to get any more attached to this town or this place any more than I already am because I'm, frankly, not sure how long I'll be here for. I need to come to a few more realizations before I exactly know where I'm going. I'm not depressed or anything, I'm just questioning a lot of things that I've taken for granted and things that I just assumed would be there.
Due to some of the recent changes, I'm not going to be using my cell phone really that much anymore; please don't call it anymore, not that I get that many calls anyways when I doesn't pertain to work. ;) I'll try to check my messages on here and feel free to call my phone at home. If you don't have it, then leave a message and I'll e-mail it to you or something. Thanks for that.
I'm going to go run some errands and try to put myself in a better mood or a better place.
I'm really sorry I've been alienating myself so much from you guys, but I really don't know what else to do. I've come to a point where I just don't know what I'm doing or where I'm going or what I want to do. I don't really want to get any more attached to this town or this place any more than I already am because I'm, frankly, not sure how long I'll be here for. I need to come to a few more realizations before I exactly know where I'm going. I'm not depressed or anything, I'm just questioning a lot of things that I've taken for granted and things that I just assumed would be there.
Due to some of the recent changes, I'm not going to be using my cell phone really that much anymore; please don't call it anymore, not that I get that many calls anyways when I doesn't pertain to work. ;) I'll try to check my messages on here and feel free to call my phone at home. If you don't have it, then leave a message and I'll e-mail it to you or something. Thanks for that.
I'm going to go run some errands and try to put myself in a better mood or a better place.