just another regret ...
wow... 11 days?! i mean, seriously. shit. where'd the summer go?
i think being grounded wasted most of it. sure, i got to go out, but i just didn't do much. plus the two jobs, all this SAT stuff i do... i don't know. this was probably the least summery-feeling summer i have ever had. damn.
the beach was...85% terrible. it rained/was cloudy/was humid the WHOLE time. i tried to lay out one day, but it just started storming like crazy. the one good day was when we went shopping... three cheers for new clothes for school.
brother leaves in a week for school!!! yipeee!! everyone leaving is bittersweet, because i'm excited for my brother to be gone and to see what it's like to be without him for awhile, but i'm also going to miss all of the other people who are leaving. not that i was extremely close to anyone who graduated or anything...it's more of a comfort thing. i'm just used to all of them being here. the other night i ran into suttle and i asked him how football was going. ...yeah. see, i told you. it's like denial. it sucks.
my cat threw up on my bed last night (i know, gross), so i had to sleep on the other side of the bed that i normally don't sleep on. let me tell you, that felt weird as hell, and you wouldn't think it would. i hated it. either i have OCD or someone else has had to do this and knows what i'm talking about.
do we not have an AP english summer assignment? supposedly we don't..and if we do, i'm screwed, because i don't know what it is.
my diet is.... okay. after the first week i had lost 3 or 4 pounds, and then i went to the beach and forgot my little book of good/bad foods, so it was easier for me not to feel guilty about cheating and eating stuff i figured i shouldn't. i was still pretty good about it though, but i think i've still only lost like 5 pounds. i've been working out though, and i feel a bit smaller. that's the whole point, so it's fine with me. i don't even really miss ice cream that much.
i can't decide what i want to do with my hair. i got the cutest cut (thanks to darling bailey) and most people have seen it since i've lightened it... i think i want some more subtle chunky highlights...but i want to keep it dark too, so that if i get tired of it again, it will go back dark brown no problem. you know, keep my options open. sorry. i know that was completely uninteresting to everyone who reads this..hahaaa...
drew and i are good. he got his wisdom teeth taken out so i've been taking care of him and trying hard not to squeeze his fat little swollen cheeks. i did once, on accident, and he flipped out. the other night he came and picked me up at 2am and we layed on the wynfield basketball courts trying to watch a meteor shower that was supposed to happen. we waited around for like an hour, and we saw a total of about 6 of them, so it wasn't as spectacular as it was supposed to be, but it was still really cool and sweet of him. love him. <3.
bailey's 2 best friends are here from illinois this week. i love them, and it makes me miss my friends from home. haven't seen any of them in about a year, and even worse, haven't talked to them in awhile. my best friend in the whole world who usually comes out and visits told me that she was looking into going to UNCC for nursing. that would be crazy if she came out here. i love her.
who else thinks it's stupid that it's no longer politically correct for FSU to be the seminoles?
going shopping.
enjoy your summer!
<3
af
i think being grounded wasted most of it. sure, i got to go out, but i just didn't do much. plus the two jobs, all this SAT stuff i do... i don't know. this was probably the least summery-feeling summer i have ever had. damn.
the beach was...85% terrible. it rained/was cloudy/was humid the WHOLE time. i tried to lay out one day, but it just started storming like crazy. the one good day was when we went shopping... three cheers for new clothes for school.
brother leaves in a week for school!!! yipeee!! everyone leaving is bittersweet, because i'm excited for my brother to be gone and to see what it's like to be without him for awhile, but i'm also going to miss all of the other people who are leaving. not that i was extremely close to anyone who graduated or anything...it's more of a comfort thing. i'm just used to all of them being here. the other night i ran into suttle and i asked him how football was going. ...yeah. see, i told you. it's like denial. it sucks.
my cat threw up on my bed last night (i know, gross), so i had to sleep on the other side of the bed that i normally don't sleep on. let me tell you, that felt weird as hell, and you wouldn't think it would. i hated it. either i have OCD or someone else has had to do this and knows what i'm talking about.
do we not have an AP english summer assignment? supposedly we don't..and if we do, i'm screwed, because i don't know what it is.
my diet is.... okay. after the first week i had lost 3 or 4 pounds, and then i went to the beach and forgot my little book of good/bad foods, so it was easier for me not to feel guilty about cheating and eating stuff i figured i shouldn't. i was still pretty good about it though, but i think i've still only lost like 5 pounds. i've been working out though, and i feel a bit smaller. that's the whole point, so it's fine with me. i don't even really miss ice cream that much.
i can't decide what i want to do with my hair. i got the cutest cut (thanks to darling bailey) and most people have seen it since i've lightened it... i think i want some more subtle chunky highlights...but i want to keep it dark too, so that if i get tired of it again, it will go back dark brown no problem. you know, keep my options open. sorry. i know that was completely uninteresting to everyone who reads this..hahaaa...
drew and i are good. he got his wisdom teeth taken out so i've been taking care of him and trying hard not to squeeze his fat little swollen cheeks. i did once, on accident, and he flipped out. the other night he came and picked me up at 2am and we layed on the wynfield basketball courts trying to watch a meteor shower that was supposed to happen. we waited around for like an hour, and we saw a total of about 6 of them, so it wasn't as spectacular as it was supposed to be, but it was still really cool and sweet of him. love him. <3.
bailey's 2 best friends are here from illinois this week. i love them, and it makes me miss my friends from home. haven't seen any of them in about a year, and even worse, haven't talked to them in awhile. my best friend in the whole world who usually comes out and visits told me that she was looking into going to UNCC for nursing. that would be crazy if she came out here. i love her.
who else thinks it's stupid that it's no longer politically correct for FSU to be the seminoles?
going shopping.
enjoy your summer!
<3
af