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I'm alive.
Grad school is hard. It pretty much makes me miserable because I'm always a nervous wreck. To keep my job/internship which pays most of my tuition along with a merit scholarship I cant get below a B. Which in undergrad was not a problem.
Here, it's turned me into a recluse. I'm usually edgy. I' don't have a social life.The workload is immense beyond my worst nightmares. I know many people would ask if it's worth it, but with a huge chunk of money invested already, I can see the next ten or so months out. Too many people have invested in this, and done a lot for me not to be able to handle one suck ass year.
But I dont update here anymore. Coz i wouldn't have anything to say.
Other than i really hope I get a job after this.
Grad school is hard. It pretty much makes me miserable because I'm always a nervous wreck. To keep my job/internship which pays most of my tuition along with a merit scholarship I cant get below a B. Which in undergrad was not a problem.
Here, it's turned me into a recluse. I'm usually edgy. I' don't have a social life.The workload is immense beyond my worst nightmares. I know many people would ask if it's worth it, but with a huge chunk of money invested already, I can see the next ten or so months out. Too many people have invested in this, and done a lot for me not to be able to handle one suck ass year.
But I dont update here anymore. Coz i wouldn't have anything to say.
Other than i really hope I get a job after this.