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Well I received my BUNAC package and am now actively looking for an apartment in Edinburgh and a job or two for while I am there. I would like to work for a gallery or museum. I definately don't want to end up waitressing or something like that. I want a job that is at least heading in the direction of what I want to do with the rest of my life.
But what do I want to do? I want to be a writer but I havent written anything in two months. :( I am hoping the change of location will encourage me to write more and be more excited about the future. Right now I am kind of let down.
I have been with a boy for 2 months now. But that is all coming to an end. We cannot be together while being on two different continents. It isn't realistic. It is heartbreaking. I know lots of women out there will hate me for saying this but I do need a boy to be happy. Not just any boy, but someone to share decisions with and be excited about life with. This boy will always be very close to me as it is ending not because of eachother, but just the distance that divides us. I am going to visit him in 2 weeks. It will be a sad goodbye.
Right now I am going to try and go to sleep. I have a 13 hour work day tomorrow. YAY. Isn't life after college wonderful?
Oh and I need new music. and I need to learn how to drive. I just don't have the time to take the test for my license. argh. someone lend me a day off?
I miss Alla. I would call her right now. But I cant and that is so sad.
But what do I want to do? I want to be a writer but I havent written anything in two months. :( I am hoping the change of location will encourage me to write more and be more excited about the future. Right now I am kind of let down.
I have been with a boy for 2 months now. But that is all coming to an end. We cannot be together while being on two different continents. It isn't realistic. It is heartbreaking. I know lots of women out there will hate me for saying this but I do need a boy to be happy. Not just any boy, but someone to share decisions with and be excited about life with. This boy will always be very close to me as it is ending not because of eachother, but just the distance that divides us. I am going to visit him in 2 weeks. It will be a sad goodbye.
Right now I am going to try and go to sleep. I have a 13 hour work day tomorrow. YAY. Isn't life after college wonderful?
Oh and I need new music. and I need to learn how to drive. I just don't have the time to take the test for my license. argh. someone lend me a day off?
I miss Alla. I would call her right now. But I cant and that is so sad.