so, its been awhile.

[thedes]

I went a while with out drinking(3 weeks), but I realized that drinking isnt the problem knowing when to stop is the problem, so I started right where I left off. I missed it. Especially working in the beer business 12 hours a day 5 days a week most of the time I just need a beer when I get out of work. So I am learning to control my drinking. I am usually very good about my drinking habits, but my really really bad night was on the weekend that marked 7 years since my dad passed away that one, and his birthday usually hit me pretty hard.

The astros are kicking ass and taking names, so its been a good month for me.

At work they want me to start taking the initiative to be a sales account manager or some shit like that, but thats where the real money in this business is. I get paid shit for doing my sales account managers job. Im pretty sure though that this is not the career for me, and im looking for something more part time so i can go back to school. I want to be a teacher. History definitely. I love history, maybe political science, and definitely try and coach in my spare time.

The Astros are having open tryouts in robstown sometime later this month im pretty sure im gonna try out, maybe they will like my knuckleball maybe they wont, but ill never know unless i try.