in a horrrible mood.
I am in a really horrible/shitty mood, and the shitty thing is I know exactly what I need to do to get myself out of this mood. It would actually probably fix everything wrong in my life at the moment. I might actually experience happiness for the first time since I can remember. I may appear/say that I am happy, or that I am fine, but really I am not.
I know the conversation that I need to have.
I know exactly what needs to be said.
I know that I am in the right.
But everytime I try, and make the call I just cant do it.
Right now I despise myself. Right now I am lower than a Pat Green fan.
My cousin just said that I am mean. I am getting real tired of being called mean/rude/jerk. In actuallity I am the nicest guy you will ever meet.
I know the conversation that I need to have.
I know exactly what needs to be said.
I know that I am in the right.
But everytime I try, and make the call I just cant do it.
Right now I despise myself. Right now I am lower than a Pat Green fan.
My cousin just said that I am mean. I am getting real tired of being called mean/rude/jerk. In actuallity I am the nicest guy you will ever meet.