Feb 01, 2009 19:29
for the 2nd day in a row im bored Maybe thats a good thing..maybe i should stop complaining. I just wanna go back to school and isn't that a dangerious thing to say. I need to learn to make my own fun and not relay on people. One would say entertain myself. I just feel lonley.
lonley would be a very good word. Maybe this lonleyness is uncurable by anyone. I just feel mad inside and im getting agitated at myself for feeling this way. Sometimes i wanna just pretend Im not bored or loney or sad but its hard. For the first time in a long time i feel like crying. and this nite is not getting any better...its only getting worse.
..CHEERs