Forgotten, forever left in the darkness
Wow 6 days left. Sorta relieved yet sorta not. Ever since I got back from Montana I've barely seen anyone at all, I hate just sitting at home, while everyone is out having fun, just missing out on it all. I've invited friends to things yet I never really get invited anywhere anymore. Kinda like being a forgotten stuffed animal that just sits in the closet, collecting dust. There are a few people who I know havent forgotten I existed, and chances are you probably arnt one of them,depending on who you are. But most everyone seems to have. But the nice thing about all this is, I dont really have to deal with shit. Although conflict can be fun at times. I can say or do whatever the fuck I want and not get judged. I could actually probably write whatever I want about whoever I want and still not get in trouble. Heh maybe I'll just do that sometime. So since this is the way its going to be, I guess I could just use it to my advantage. Its the only thing I really can do right?