I'm Back!
wow.. i haven't been on here in a long.. long..long time.. but yea. so anyways. i dont think anyone ever bothers to read these anyways.. and if they do.. i never know.. so yea..
Wow. so alot has changed since the last time i posted... ALOT!
I'm still with Chris. Um... I cut my hair. that was a long time ago too.. yea. I dyed it back to its natural color, so no more Burgandy/Red for me for a while.. Things are going really well for me..
EXCEPT for the fact that I found out I'm a bad friend a couple of days ago.. but yea.. not going into that..
Me and Chris have been going through quite a bit.. Good and bad.. the only bad is that I only get to see him so much..and then not to long ago he got into some trouble, so yea.. I haven't seen him in two weeks. and he's FINALLY getting to come see me this coming weekend, but I still have to wait for a week.. hopefully it goes by quickly!!! but yea.. so it will make 3 weeks that I went without seeing him, and that is really really hard for me! EXTREMELY! But things with us are going to get even better. i can tell.. he's made alot of changes. as have I.. but yea.. and I have been praying really hard for his salvation and everything. and to really get into God. and It's happening. I never really knew what to say to him, or how to come out with the fact, that i thought he needed to really get right with God. But i never knew how he would react really so yea. but.. I prayed for him like 3 wednesdays ago.. and The very next night (Thursday Night) he had gotten into some trouble, and he called me, and just completely spilled his guts, and was telling me how he was going to get right with God, and start coming to church Alot more than he does now and everything.. it was just so awesome.. so things are really looking good. But not getting to see him has been really rough. cause
he's like the one person i confide in. and he's hardly got to talk to me lately from being in trouble. so yea.. But we've gotten to talk a little more here lately. THANK GOD!
Things with us are really weird.. alot of the time i feel like we're not even together, as does he. but we talk about all this stuff. and we are both in the same boat, so it's like we're there for each other.. well.. we are, basically.. so yea.. I'm glad he's so willing in this relationship, otherwise, i really don't see how it would have worked.
My thanksgiving was good.. one of the best. and yet it was so unusual... But yea.. it was good. It feels like Christmas already! yay.. I love shopping for people. that is like the best freaking part of Christmas.. getting to go shopping for people,and then coming home and wrapping their presents! yay!
Like i said. things with me are going really well. I am still feeling sad every now and then. but not depressed like i used to .. which is really awesome. because I'm so much happier now. and I wake up in a good mood. and I've really been enjoying church alot more, and getting alot more out of it.. and opening up.. its Awesome! There is like this huge !BOUGH! off of me.. lol.
I have like cleaned out my closet.. (not as in the song by eminem)..
I went through my clothes. and Just felt no need for a lot of the clothes i used to wear. and felt like i needed to change those as well. they didn't really fit my personality anymore..lol.I feel so much better about alot of things. and I wanted to look better so yea... so i have a whole new wardrobe!! And my mom and i are getting along so much better! and yea.. all this shopping has brought'n us closer together lol.. j/k but yea.. its BREAK THROUGH!
So over-all.. things are great! woo.. thank the Lord! :)
I'm out.. hopefully, i can find some time to come update this a little more often-- Alex
Wow. so alot has changed since the last time i posted... ALOT!
I'm still with Chris. Um... I cut my hair. that was a long time ago too.. yea. I dyed it back to its natural color, so no more Burgandy/Red for me for a while.. Things are going really well for me..
EXCEPT for the fact that I found out I'm a bad friend a couple of days ago.. but yea.. not going into that..
Me and Chris have been going through quite a bit.. Good and bad.. the only bad is that I only get to see him so much..and then not to long ago he got into some trouble, so yea.. I haven't seen him in two weeks. and he's FINALLY getting to come see me this coming weekend, but I still have to wait for a week.. hopefully it goes by quickly!!! but yea.. so it will make 3 weeks that I went without seeing him, and that is really really hard for me! EXTREMELY! But things with us are going to get even better. i can tell.. he's made alot of changes. as have I.. but yea.. and I have been praying really hard for his salvation and everything. and to really get into God. and It's happening. I never really knew what to say to him, or how to come out with the fact, that i thought he needed to really get right with God. But i never knew how he would react really so yea. but.. I prayed for him like 3 wednesdays ago.. and The very next night (Thursday Night) he had gotten into some trouble, and he called me, and just completely spilled his guts, and was telling me how he was going to get right with God, and start coming to church Alot more than he does now and everything.. it was just so awesome.. so things are really looking good. But not getting to see him has been really rough. cause
he's like the one person i confide in. and he's hardly got to talk to me lately from being in trouble. so yea.. But we've gotten to talk a little more here lately. THANK GOD!
Things with us are really weird.. alot of the time i feel like we're not even together, as does he. but we talk about all this stuff. and we are both in the same boat, so it's like we're there for each other.. well.. we are, basically.. so yea.. I'm glad he's so willing in this relationship, otherwise, i really don't see how it would have worked.
My thanksgiving was good.. one of the best. and yet it was so unusual... But yea.. it was good. It feels like Christmas already! yay.. I love shopping for people. that is like the best freaking part of Christmas.. getting to go shopping for people,and then coming home and wrapping their presents! yay!
Like i said. things with me are going really well. I am still feeling sad every now and then. but not depressed like i used to .. which is really awesome. because I'm so much happier now. and I wake up in a good mood. and I've really been enjoying church alot more, and getting alot more out of it.. and opening up.. its Awesome! There is like this huge !BOUGH! off of me.. lol.
I have like cleaned out my closet.. (not as in the song by eminem)..
I went through my clothes. and Just felt no need for a lot of the clothes i used to wear. and felt like i needed to change those as well. they didn't really fit my personality anymore..lol.I feel so much better about alot of things. and I wanted to look better so yea... so i have a whole new wardrobe!! And my mom and i are getting along so much better! and yea.. all this shopping has brought'n us closer together lol.. j/k but yea.. its BREAK THROUGH!
So over-all.. things are great! woo.. thank the Lord! :)
I'm out.. hopefully, i can find some time to come update this a little more often-- Alex