yep, its been a while
In my head a lot the last while. Making significant life changes, including going off medication.
I've been through something where I thought I found the one and then it gets taken away in the most cowardly manner possible. After a while, it really only meant I missed the crazy, passionate, throw down and fuck my brains out sex. It did end with a bit of clarity in discovering, or perhaps confirming what I probably already knew, that my submissive self is a toy. Specifically in rubber.
Its been a while since I met someone in April over the easter weekend. It is our intention to get together for he can take my toy being to the next level. It will happen, I am going to make sure of it.
Another bit of weirdness, and I can't quite recall exactly what we were doing that day, but a stop over at United Buy and Sell to look at options turned into buying a TV with 13 months to pay.
On the way back to Julie's place somehow we got to talking about home buying again and she told me about using RSP funds as a down payment. Next thing you know I am pre-approved for a mortgage, meeting with a realtor and looking at condos. In New Westminster of all places. I came to a realization that I could be happy without the down town condo?
I have made an offer on one today. A place I will own and can do anything I want with. I can have up to two cats which I will never give up for someone again. They have until friday at 11 to accept or make a counter offer.
Is this growing up?
I've been through something where I thought I found the one and then it gets taken away in the most cowardly manner possible. After a while, it really only meant I missed the crazy, passionate, throw down and fuck my brains out sex. It did end with a bit of clarity in discovering, or perhaps confirming what I probably already knew, that my submissive self is a toy. Specifically in rubber.
Its been a while since I met someone in April over the easter weekend. It is our intention to get together for he can take my toy being to the next level. It will happen, I am going to make sure of it.
Another bit of weirdness, and I can't quite recall exactly what we were doing that day, but a stop over at United Buy and Sell to look at options turned into buying a TV with 13 months to pay.
On the way back to Julie's place somehow we got to talking about home buying again and she told me about using RSP funds as a down payment. Next thing you know I am pre-approved for a mortgage, meeting with a realtor and looking at condos. In New Westminster of all places. I came to a realization that I could be happy without the down town condo?
I have made an offer on one today. A place I will own and can do anything I want with. I can have up to two cats which I will never give up for someone again. They have until friday at 11 to accept or make a counter offer.
Is this growing up?