Unease
For some reason this feeling of unease has been building in me. Patrice just exploded, and I can't be there for her, though I don't think she would want me to :/ I'm still here in GA, all that has changed is that I have a full time job and I want to get out! I know that means leaving her for a while and she seemed fine with it, but I'm not sure if she meant it.....plus it seemed like she said she was going to leave me....It has me all confused inside again, like I'm lost on that island in Maryland again, alone with a friend who passed out from the heat, feeling like the world has left me....or when I was locked in that trunk by older kids in Arizona and they tried to get me to drink piss......The only thing I know now though: I want to see Ben and escape from the world for a while.