Distance, Dispair, Disturbed contraditions...all symptoms that lead to..........
"Midnight Adieu"
He said "I've got to be honest with you
This should never have been
These feelings I should have for you
Don't have a root from which to stem
Kiss the moon and the stars goodbye for me
I'm going to a place where even they won't shine
For it was a mistake for me to let this be
How did I ever allow myself to call you mine?
The more I got to know you
The more I found myself pushing away
The more clouds in my head just to make this work
Took away any hope for a sunny day
May I lay my tears upon you?
Let you see this broken man
You're so young
I don't expect you to understand
So kiss yourself one last goodbye from me
Forgive me for what I have and cannot do
I cannot continue to fight with what's inside of me
I must give you back your life with this adieu
Please figure me out
I'm not good at speaking straight
I tried to work out a solution
But this problem cannot wait
I'll never re-evaluate myself
Long enough to let you in
I wish I could love you, I do
But I am dying slowly within"
With that he turned out all the lights
And sat crying to the radio
6 feet under doesn't seem so far down
When your soul feels so low
And he closed his eyes in a tricked disguised
Wondering why he bothers at all
She cares for him, it should be lifting him up
So why does he continue to fall?
~J.D.~