here it is.
im still just blah. but i think ive finally gotten this anxiety/excitment thats been going on since weekend after last. im hopeing to just pick up lots of overtime since now i have nothing better to do with my time... or maybe we can get some good weather and ill start the work again on my car.
i made contact with an old high school chum casey about a week ago, and weve been chatting it up again after 5 years. needless to say she hasnt changed any. except she of age and trying to get me to go clubbing with her. so in other words shes gone crazy. and for some reason shes into lacrosse. lacrosse isnt a friggen sport, its an activity.
im very... anti-club and anti-party... only because i dont like the riff-raff that usualy comes about from them... however im increasingly interested now. i can drink, see funny shit, make fun of people, and hang out with some old friends. casey wants me to go mostly because she wants to pimp me out. ohhh bboooooy.
work is also keeping me busy. i got to do my own sheetmetal work (ew) as assigned to me by my dad.(for those of you who dont know... my dad and i work at the same place doing almost the same things) and my sheetmetal skills... suck. the job got done, but its ugly. ive been going between 2 gulfstreams and a merlin. it really is a blast to work out there. its just too bad that i know no one as a friend outside of work that really understands or cares about what i does for a living now. right now im working on wing tanks... i come home all smelling like jet fuel. its fun.
im back in the afraid of being alone stage... soon ill be back to the i just want some stage, then back to normal with the i dont care stage. why do into detail when its pretty obvious what is going on?
other than that im just living the single dream one day at a time.
i made contact with an old high school chum casey about a week ago, and weve been chatting it up again after 5 years. needless to say she hasnt changed any. except she of age and trying to get me to go clubbing with her. so in other words shes gone crazy. and for some reason shes into lacrosse. lacrosse isnt a friggen sport, its an activity.
im very... anti-club and anti-party... only because i dont like the riff-raff that usualy comes about from them... however im increasingly interested now. i can drink, see funny shit, make fun of people, and hang out with some old friends. casey wants me to go mostly because she wants to pimp me out. ohhh bboooooy.
work is also keeping me busy. i got to do my own sheetmetal work (ew) as assigned to me by my dad.(for those of you who dont know... my dad and i work at the same place doing almost the same things) and my sheetmetal skills... suck. the job got done, but its ugly. ive been going between 2 gulfstreams and a merlin. it really is a blast to work out there. its just too bad that i know no one as a friend outside of work that really understands or cares about what i does for a living now. right now im working on wing tanks... i come home all smelling like jet fuel. its fun.
im back in the afraid of being alone stage... soon ill be back to the i just want some stage, then back to normal with the i dont care stage. why do into detail when its pretty obvious what is going on?
other than that im just living the single dream one day at a time.