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Dear Lord, help me to forget, because its just too much to bear.
I went swimming last night, in an effort to forget. I got a cramp for my troubles.
People swam past and didnt even notice me almost drowning (well not really, although i was really tempted to pretend i was).
And i sat in the sauna, searing my lungs out, till the pools closed.
But i didnt forget, i couldnt.
I dont want to talk to people who dont want to talk to me.
And there are just so many things running through my head.
I found out today that Denise is moving out of her parent's at the end of the year.
She didnt fully explain why...but im guessing its something to do with not getting along with her parents.
I went swimming last night, in an effort to forget. I got a cramp for my troubles.
People swam past and didnt even notice me almost drowning (well not really, although i was really tempted to pretend i was).
And i sat in the sauna, searing my lungs out, till the pools closed.
But i didnt forget, i couldnt.
I dont want to talk to people who dont want to talk to me.
And there are just so many things running through my head.
I found out today that Denise is moving out of her parent's at the end of the year.
She didnt fully explain why...but im guessing its something to do with not getting along with her parents.