Jan 10, 2007 17:18
I am so excited and so torn.
There are so many things that happen in life and then there are these things that pull me down.
Right now I have been spending tons of time with a good friend
(almost too much, she probably thinks I am a stalker.)
But God has been teaching me so much through her.
It's like as I learn things she somehow needs to hear it aswell abnd hearing me say these things points out my need to practice them myself.
I love it.
I am a flawed nasty dirty ugly and broken being.
Yet in spite of who I am, Jesus still loves me and wants me to pick up my mat and walk.
But that is only if I wanna get better.
I freakin' love it.