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where do i start. what do i say. im speechless for the first time in my life. one of my bestfriends is gone and i really cant get it through my head.he changed my life. i loved him to death.so many thought are running through my head right now . my eyes feel like hot sauce is getting poured into them from rubbing them non stop. ive only gotten 3 hours of sleep and i dont know what to do with myself. i feel like im in a dream and i just wanna wake up. yes him and i have had some rough times and yes at one point i hated him to much.. but im glad to say i learned from that and ive become a better person. just last week he picked me up from school, sat at my house and talked about our lives and what we wanted to be when we got older. where we would be in ten years and what we were good at.i miss him so much.i dont even know what to say.i REALLY REALLY REALLY just want to WAKEEEE UPPPPPP. i feel like im going crazy.no one ever really go the chance to know him or even took the time.. and it upsets me even more to see how , just because hes gone everyones reactins as if they were his best friends... im sorry if thats selfish of my to say but it really upsets me to see that ... i loved that kid to death.i know im going to be okay.. i have tons of friends that will be by my side... and i know someday ill get the chance to talk to him again... im glad to say that he left with us being on good terms and we were talking again.. i wouldnt regret anything.im happy to say that i have had some of the best times with that kid... driving to put put screaming at the top of our longs singing :] ... i love good memories and thinking of everything.. im gonna miss him so much but i know ill be okay ...
aaron you've taught me so much. you are and were a great person.i just hope you know that you could have been anything you wanted to be .. you had so much going for you and even if we both didnt know what we wanted to be when we got older i know you were gonna do good in your life.. you were gonna make people happy like you always did and you were gonna have lots of money :] ... i love you and ill always be thinking of you.. im gonna miss our talks thats fursure...
r.i.p. aaron...
you will ALWAYS BE MISSED.<3333
bestfriends :]
listen to 4am- our lady peace
..his favorite song...
aaron you've taught me so much. you are and were a great person.i just hope you know that you could have been anything you wanted to be .. you had so much going for you and even if we both didnt know what we wanted to be when we got older i know you were gonna do good in your life.. you were gonna make people happy like you always did and you were gonna have lots of money :] ... i love you and ill always be thinking of you.. im gonna miss our talks thats fursure...
r.i.p. aaron...
you will ALWAYS BE MISSED.<3333
bestfriends :]
listen to 4am- our lady peace
..his favorite song...