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aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand i'm back to the not taking control of life thing.
i am twenty-one years old, but so often i feel like a kid - inexperienced, immature, unsophisticated. naive, dumb and dumbstruck. dependent.
i think just have to step up to a few things and it'll be fine. or at least that feeling will recede.
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ironically for a post that began with my bemoaning such things, i must report that last week i went out every night from tuesday to saturday (inclusive). you gotta take advantage of this time of year.
band rehearsal didn't happen and is proving a bit of a nightmare to organise, even with only three of us. i jammed with el flood and bina yesterday though, that was tops.
still haven't organised a professional placement or indeed heard back from the ISF about that research job. this bodes ill.
i am twenty-one years old, but so often i feel like a kid - inexperienced, immature, unsophisticated. naive, dumb and dumbstruck. dependent.
i think just have to step up to a few things and it'll be fine. or at least that feeling will recede.
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ironically for a post that began with my bemoaning such things, i must report that last week i went out every night from tuesday to saturday (inclusive). you gotta take advantage of this time of year.
band rehearsal didn't happen and is proving a bit of a nightmare to organise, even with only three of us. i jammed with el flood and bina yesterday though, that was tops.
still haven't organised a professional placement or indeed heard back from the ISF about that research job. this bodes ill.