Jun 13, 2004 00:36
My week has been amuzing to say the least. I got to hang out with buddies of mine I had not seen in a while. Cian finally stopped by. It was good to see him again, if even for a little while. Thanks bro, it was fun! Gabriel's fountain and talkin with Kyle over food and coffee.... nothing can make those moments better than hangin out with friends and talkin over coffee.
God's been workin a lot on my heart lately. Talked about brokenness in liquid a bit and what true brokenness is..... some christians experience it, but others do not. Some are just bitter that they have not experienced the brokenness that some of us have, it is a fact of life. There was a speaker there that showed us a little insight into her life and how got taught her through the time of her brokenness. It was a sad story she told, but it was one that was a strong witness. It was one not many could relate too. It was one of those stories that makes you wonder why you complain about the junk that has happened in your life. It basically feels like a boot to the head when you hear stuff like that and you are left thinkin' what hit ya.... We were taught what being blessed really means - going through some tough trial that brings you to the end of yourself that you cannot help but to depend upon God to help you out or to turn in the opposite direction, but God uses that time to teach us and build us up in character, dependence upon Him, strength, perseverence, etc............ He is the King....... does not mean He's always safe.......... But He is good :)
I am learning more about my heart and God's heart lately and it's just been cool. I have lots more to learn about God's heart though.
I got to hang out with my friend Katie last sunday. Wow, did she look amazing! Even cuter than I remembered her. But that is beside the point. Her friend's b/f got in a car accident and died, so I am just tryin to be there any wa I can. But I almost do not know what to say..... :(
I wish I may I wish I might have this wish I wish tonight.......
The band is doin good. They seem to be a little distant than usual though.......... not sure why...... It is so easy to get comfortable when you're gettin better as a band, but when it drags you apart, it is tough. It feels like a battle to keep this band as tight as they were or even tighter.............. Keep us in prayer...........
Been in a state of blah for a while. I think part of it is because I don't have a girlfriend and I see all my friends and they have g/f's or they are spoken for at the moment. My friend Kyle's gettin married soon too. I am not bitter, but just wish I had a girl by my side.... It would be nice....... Wishful thinkin, I guess, but it is not hopeless thinking. It is hopeful thinking!
That is enough rambling for now............ bye peoples